Wednesday, May 28, 2008

"THE MOST DEPENDENT"

ok im trying to blog as fast as i can while trying tro hit the books later on..so stressful to think the exams kinda around the corner and the heat is on to do well..im kinda of a person who does not want to be left behind..im a believer but to a certain extent...gosh the thought of going back to C.P realli turns me off..im going to be in deep shit..im suffuring for things im not be suffering..but im not d onli one..i have my cliques to believe that im not like that..no used talking about it wasting my breath away..hope things will change for the better..n i dun hate anyone for it..coz hate is a strong word..plus i consider as a mature person to see how well im able to test myself..like what mdm norliza my C.P Lecture said that the ordeal will make me a strong person and hope i can gain lots of courage to face this problem of mine..

Today during CSV lessons MS WONG gave me a card and i was called "THE MOST DEPENABLE"..COZ IM A GREAT THINK WHO TALKS A LOT DURING SESSIONS N ALWAYS REFLECTING"THATS ME PEOPLE..gosh gonna miss MS WONG...shes the best non nursing lecture staff i ever meet..

OKEY..today is NINIE BDAE..n we cant celebrate with her coz its schooling n we all have our own commitments..well i could like see its another test for the ORIGINAL 4 coz its a sign that we cant have each shoulder to lean on..JAMAL kinda buzy with sch...so its ninie n me..dayah gotta work..anyway holidays are coming so i hope we can catch up on wat we have miss for a long time n hope at the end of the day..our friendship will stay strong for as long sa we live..long live my dear pals..NINIE,DAYAH,JAMAL N MYSELF=ORIGINAL 4

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

I SCORE FOR BIO TEST 2

OK..HERE I AM AGAIN..feel so....wanting to express what i had in mind..still it will be ridiculious if people were to know..n somehow let my personal feelings be kept in my heart...for how long??only time will tell...

Juz got home after a short day in school..though today was not realli so tiring..perhaps i slept for like 12 hours yesterday..still recovering from the massive headache i got..give me strength..

Juz got my BIO results n horray...got 46 1/2 out of 50 for BIO paper 2 test..thanks to Mrs Tang that i can see that my BIO realli improve a lot..ahhh...if on;li i could like get 49 ass per what "mom" wanted..well hope i dont disapoint others who faith in me...though im a negative type of person..gosh...im so negative to the max that i hate myself at times...

Nad cried as soon as she got her results..tears of joy as i can say..she got 48...but her parents went to perform the "haj"..or "umrah"..so she had no want to share her joy..well maybe i could relate to her..coz i told no one about it...well i never even text.........(ok..full stop..no question ask)...ahhh this is killing me..i guess not all things are suppose to be mention in my blog..

Hopefully my hard work will paid off and il get a better results this term..INSYAALLAH

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Sunday, May 25, 2008

HAPPY 19TH BDAE NAD..

YESTERDAY..on the 24th may 08..ME,NAD,DAPHNE,FARHAN,SMALL ,SYA n SERI went to chill outv after a hard day of test..well exams is not over its just the beggining but we nurses need to have fun too..we meet @2pm n we went to walf aroungd before deciding to eat at seoul garden..yummmy..well the meal cos us about $123..expensive..but who cares coz we got lots of fun especially Daffy who kinda freak out about the hot pan..n we end up cooking for her most of the time..haha..we were so bloted thinking of the surprise we had for nad...

SMALL n I went to meet SYA at citiy link where we brought a cake for her @ PolaR..we then went to the roof top of the esplanade where DUFFY N FARHAN were with NAD..haha..of came the surprise..n we even took a lot of silly photos..hmm..so funny la..but we kinda miss out a few of our cliques..like jess,shif n douglas..

We then sent DUFFY to the mrt station before miting SERI...its so funny coz SERI ni were like critisizing each other...''mat n mina collide"..O YA..WE Bump into HAZWAN @ the esplanade..

While siting @ the esplanade..We saw this 2 cute filipino twin kids..they were like so cuten we even took pictures with them..haha..n i was like they look so cute that their mom even looks cuter..she HOT..HAHA..

WE then sent NAD to the MRT station n went back to esplanade n SMALL ends up dancing for a caucasian man who praise SMALL For her dance..then in the mids of fun,we all got Emo especially ME n SMALL...Y??? let it be a secret...n we were like singing ''kau ingin ku miliki over n over again''..thanks to ME that SMALL got addicted to the song.We then went back home at around 11.30pm

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO NAD!!!!!!

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DONT BE A COWARD

Exams are around the corner and the heat is on ..wat a way to enjoy my life right now..im mean time is not on my side and i need to rush through all my topics cos its alot compared to all the test that i took..well me start on a good note..i secure another distinction..this time for GERONTOLOGY..haha..i did not expect to score for the paper cos i did not reali study for it coz i dont reali feel interested in the subject..Im sure with my GERON PROJECT,i'll score even more to pull up my G.P.A..wanna say thanks to my team mates..DOUGLAS,STEPHANIE...DAPHNE..you people are the best!

Now for the EMO part..last friday during CSV class,i talked to MISS WONG about my problems n what should i do???should i face the problem or should i run away from the problem which i plan to do..well what MS Wong said to me.."RAMLAN,DONT BE A COWARD .."...YOU WILL MEET PEOPLE LIKE THIS IN LIFE...YOU DO NO WRONG AND THERE'S NOTHING FOR U TO BE AFRAID OF..YOU'LL STILL MEET THEM EVENTUALLY..DRAW A LINE BTW...SO I SUGGEST THAT U DONT.."Well im going to brave this thing n hope that it will be a smooth journey for me...n im glad that i have peoplewho stood my me always..like what FARHAN says..dont run away..n it followed by a pat on my back..thats why im totally touch by people who knows me best rather then judge me without knowing the real me..n i shall stood to what MS WONG Says"dont ever try to change youself just to please others..god bless

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Friday, May 16, 2008

PCA..CHECK!

okey im blogging random again..i kinda feel troubled again..wish that SHE' there to comfort me..coz she'S my best friend whom i can relate to..hmm...well she knows how much i reali respected her..she the ___"..anyway i reali hate clinical attachments coz i cant connect with the people there..well people i know u hate me lots just because of the influence of others..no names mentions but i reali am sad..n i cant turn to anyone..mbe i should just let it be or just change my grp...i dont one to further eloborate...i dont wish to...

on the other hand,im glad i got a distinction for my PCA(PATIENT CARE A)...i got A..86.plus-plus..great i think i might be the highest..i did it mom!Now for the exams,i cant flunk or i dont get an increase in GPA...BIO gotta aim higher..mbe a B grade..but im bein realistic okey???

K.K.got to go...peace

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Saturday, May 10, 2008

MOVE ON..

Hmm..the constant self-reflect really kinda make me a worn up person..Its something i cant describe..thats why inm kinda an introvert in my own ways.Im just kinda sad about life..its seem unfair at times how im not able to open up to life...mbe its kinda true..wat "mom"says..sometimes we have to move on with life...yup im so dependent..on friends n my "mom"..they are my soul mate..i guess..but i just hope that im able to move far away from singapore and start afresh..

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Saturday, May 3, 2008

GEP EXPERIENCE ON THE 30TH JANUARY

ITS FINALLY OVER...but i got great fun considering its my 1st time..im talking about d GEP AMBASSADOR(GLOBAL EDUCATION PROGREME)..Is nerve wreaking to talk to over 1000 students comprises of secondary students,ite students from C.E,C.C and C.W..n im so proud of myself to be able to share my overseas experience with everyone..i dont need any bootlicking or showing to people or teachers..just sincerity n leadership qualities to show what im made of..im so proud to wear d barong,,n yup miss grace angle were so proud of me wen i came up to her..well not only her but i gain recongnition.. was told me that since im representing d sch..i do not need to do any make saturday make up considering i left d ward quite early 4 rehersals..OH YA..I WANA THANK MISS FELICA LIM FOR D GREAT EFFORT TO GUIDING ME...IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF N WIT THAT,I EARNED MY 1ST TROPHY OF MERIT,CERT,MY OWN BANNER FROM ITE..what a way to start my life in ITE that is full of opportunities for me to grow..watch out for my next entry of my 1MINUTE SPEECH OF MY GEP..-PHILIPPINES

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GEP...30TH JANUARY 2008

RAMLAN MOKSIN-ITE COLLEGE EAST


Do you know that the cost of 5 PSPs can actually build a house for a family of 5 in Philipines? Hard to believe? It’s true. I’d tell you more later about it.
Good afternoon everyone, I’m Ramlan and I am currently a Year One Nursing student. In September 2007, I went to Philippines with the Interact Club.
One project was to visit Brookside which aims to help the poor. This is where we donated the US 1000 dollars to a family that was living in poverty without basic needs like housing and clean water. This money was used to build a house for them. It was quite an eye-opener for me because Singapore does not have terrible living conditions like they do. What I really learnt is that we should not take things for granted and appreciate what we have.
Another visit was to the Orphanage. We interacted with the orphans, gave them chocolates sponsored by Cocoa Trees Singapore and could actually feel the warmth they gave us. It’s quite an eye-opener for me, because as a teenager myself, I take things for granted. We don’t really appreciate the love and care that our parents give us. I could feel the sadness behind their happy smiles. A baby carried by one of my friends refused to let go when it was time to say goodbye. I felt sad that they don’t really have the care and concern of family, and for that brief time we had with them, we were their family.
These two are among the various projects we did in the Philippines, and they have made me more aware of my blessings. I am also very happy to have done my part as a Singaporean to reach out to other parts of the world.
THANK YOU..
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