Thursday, September 25, 2008
MEMORIES...
Tuesday 23th September..our big bro(i tink??) Sufyanjust turned 21...so yeah..we celebrated his birthday as well as break fast at his place..scarry sia...so many makcik and pakcik and saudare..but cool..love the food...soup tulang plus all the finger food..Nyee...im fasting alright!!!and i was made to karaoke...which i did!!!damn u farhan...u escape!!!And YES!!!the number of times i spend with the cliques is the time i forgot all my trouble away..L.O.V.E u guys always...Slept at 3 yesterday and waking up @ 4 for sahur yesterday...coz here is what happen yesterday...was clearing up the store room yesterday which has not been cleared like a decade ago...and i told mom to clear EVERYTHING!!!! and we always fought when she insists of keeping all the junks which is not even considered as GOLD!!!DAMN!!!and its like me and Mom clearing the store while the rest just stood and watch..maybe the know its impossible to clear the store and with Mom trying to save as much stuff as she can seems....haix (NO COMMENTS)..but yeah trying to prove critics wrong that i can clear the stuff in the store room..(actually its seems like its back to square 1)but its OK..after blogging its back to clearing up AGAIN..pARt 2....But hei here its what i found...the documents in which im born at.. TOA PAYAH HOSPITAL..cool...but its no longer exist..now its known as CGH...AND my Childhood photos..i really miss the childhood days..we were really living in a terrible conditions but yet there was'nt an inch of worry of stress..HAPPINESS..is the word..and to imagine i played together with my siblings seems WOW....I WANT THAT MOMENT BACK!!!!...But haix i guess the we all grew up too fast....
THE PLACE I WAS BORN:TPH...NOW KNOWN AS CGH
YUP..THATS ME!!!IM BLUE WITH MY SIBLINGS...AND CUTE ..LOVE MY SKIN COLOUR
it was meant to be at.... [1:45 PM]
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Monday, September 22, 2008
Saturday outing
ME,DAYAH,SHAFIQ
O4 W/O NINIEIM SO BORED NOW..COZ IM WANTING TO GO OUT BUT I AINT GOT NO PLANS..hmm..ok im kinda blank of what to blog but here goes...Was feeling all bored last saturday..Mom promise me to clear the store room that has been cluttered for a decade i guess..but the plan changed when aunt called to go geylang..i was totally pissed of.."aku da smagat ni nak kemas rumah"..damn...told mom not to go but she insists on going..i told Sis..and guess what???she agreed with mom.."laaa...kasilah mak enjoy sikit"..i was bloody pissed off...so when Aunt arrived, i was pissed that i refused to talk to her...and she said.Aunt:lan skarang pat hospital ane??msh pat TTSH??Me:skola.....Aunt:lan nari buke ane??luar ke uma??Me:uma..Aunt:nanti lau sempat kiter teman lan..buke pat uma..Me:wateva...To add salt to the wound,sis buke pat luar ngan husband dier..itu pasal dier not on my side..WTF..I was angry...in which means i have to buke alone at home...when they are out enjoying themself!!!then mom said "kau ikutkan sangat perasaan kau tu".I text dayah who offered to be my listening ear..1st my plans to buke puase with my friends cancel..then kemas store pon cancel..then kene buke sorang pat umah...haix..Then Dayah text me..eh nak buke pat geylang ngan Shafiq..then i said..OF COZ!!SO i left the house..i look back and tell myself im gona enjoy myself to the fullest...and so i did..Met Shafiq and firr..pat Teh Tarik Eating house for Buke..then while waiting for buke,we notice that there's this Nenek whose Children and grandchildren left her in the crowd and walk without waiting for her..please..she's an elderly..walk beside her or hold her hands la...gundu..kesian kan..tercarik2 anak ngan cucu dier..plus its goin to buke..WTF..we just direct her to the direction that her cucu and anak were...We met Jamal there and im glad he is always there whenever he asked to be met...and then met Era and her friends..wow..her friens jambu la seh..haha..and Jamal ngan Era da cam kenal lame seh..and yepp..i enjoy myself...but Mom..im sorry for being rude when u made a point to be home for buke and bought my favourite air katira,otak2 and roti boyan when i was'nt even at home...
yup.....i realised my mistake!!!
it was meant to be at.... [11:55 AM]
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
random entry
ok another random entery here.well cause everytime im on the blogspot,i just go speechless..well maybe life isnt as enjoying i expected...school out for the next 2 days and im rotting to death...and the more bored i am the more wildest thoughts came it...maybe im a reflective person as per what ms wong said...well thats life..full of ups and down and before u knew it,your life will be a life lessons depend on how u take a look at....Have u somethimes blame faith or even the people around u on how u turn out today???well i did..i tend to compare...why wasnt my life turn out great like some of my friends are??or if my parents were living in a big house or are earning more...or if my dad were.....(ok i dont really wana eloborate more)....BUT then again is the grass greener over the other side or am i just colour blind....well what i hope i wont be suffering the same faith as i am now when i grow up..i wanna give the best for myself and my future family...
it was meant to be at.... [1:28 PM]
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008
BCLS..IM A LIFE SAVER NOW
For the past 2 weeks have been a real buzy with endless mental stress..well maybe its the fasting month where the real test of hardship begins.Been under the weather for almost a week now and till now the cough and flu just wont go away...haixJust ended my BCLS and its a relief..at last...can u imagine.... 4 practical assessment in a day..Infant foreign body airway obstruction,Infant CPR,Adult chocking..concious to unconcious..
My mind just could not absorb anymore by i knew i had to do it since the i need a proper cert for that...and i made it...alhamdulillah..
Day 2...the moment everyone was waiting for..the One Man CPR..the grade that will determine our PCB marks...and sad to say i screw up in my compressions and had to retake the test again..in other words i could have 50% of my marks..seriously i feel dissapointed with myself..the nerves got a better of me..AND also i have to retake my theory...gosh..luckly i made it the 2nd attempt..as per my One Man CPR..i made it too for my 2nd attempt..thanks to Mdm Uma cause she made me calm down and i did well...and gosh..till now my wrist and back are still hurting from all the compressions...let me recap..(1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and 5 and 1 and 2....arhhhh..watever..its over and done with)
After the BCLS..went and chill out with Nad,Sya,Shif,Han and NadiaKenet..went to break-fast at geylang after a hard day..we need rewards right???it was fun...hanging out with the cliques can never be boring...its the stressful week i can never forget....
it was meant to be at.... [11:15 AM]
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Wednesday, September 10, 2008
IM SICK
School out for me today....im having a fever,a cough,flu,sore throat..haix....and this is the 1st time i skipped school in my 1 year plus in this nursing course...and im so desprate to get on my feet to study..i dont want to miss lessons too much..but on the other hand i guess i hav not had enough rest for a very long time....maybe i push my body to the limit..
Here's what happen yesterday....was feeling sick and all...yet i went to school..and when school was done...i headed to tampines polyclinic with the cliques....and on the way home i realised that i did not get my mc chop...and i make a turn and DROP MY MEDICATION...AND THE BOTTLE OF COUGH SYRUP SHATTED...AND Farhan picked it up for me and he ACCEDENTLY THREW AWAY MY FLU TABLETS.....
Moral of the story...keep your medication plastic inside your bag...
it was meant to be at.... [12:17 PM]
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Monday, September 8, 2008
1st day of 2.2
First day of school...the start of 2.2...ahhhhh....too many things running onto my mind... her..,BCLS,GPA,....Elective,..PCB..,what to do upon graduation???....And so on and so forth...really..time is really running out as the days i spend with my friends which i bonded a year ago seems numbered...think hard and think twice and i always end up in square one....Yesterday insomia got me all tired and the flu and sore throat is killing me..and before i knew it,it was time to sahur..(pre dawn meal)...and yeah it was time for school which i dread..and another attempt to get a short nap in the bus fail..damn...and soon...the journey began with the brightly smiles of my classmates...JR0704C.....love u all...and there goes our new class advisors..Mrs Joanna Tang....Cool..the lady who got me to love Bio...and with her around..no doubt i will love PCB too,,so theres no reason i cant score for the subject..i can do it...as per BCLS...i must not be nervous...plus with Mrs Tang going through the theories of BCLS,i got a clearer picture of what to expect..and insyallah i can do it di bulan yang mulia ini...ok now..im so thirsty..3 more hours to break fast...and im gonna sleep in the mean time..take care
it was meant to be at.... [3:40 PM]
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Saturday, September 6, 2008
End of 2.1 attachment
9 weeks have passed and attachments have just ended and im having a mix feeling about it..proud to say that i feel much more closer with my cp mates compare to the last attachments..yeah..and sad to say that in campus is going to make me stess up all over again and i have to adapt to my life all over again....and yeah i really think attachments is rather fun than in campus..and i'hv change my blogskin thanks to my dearest friend and my cp mate...(go figure)who stayed out all night even after her afternoon shift just to get it possible..so i really appreciate it...
it was meant to be at.... [11:19 AM]
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Tuesday 23th September..our big bro(i tink??) Sufyanjust turned 21...so yeah..we celebrated his birthday as well as break fast at his place..scarry sia...so many makcik and pakcik and saudare..but cool..love the food...soup tulang plus all the finger food..Nyee...im fasting alright!!!and i was made to karaoke...which i did!!!damn u farhan...u escape!!!And YES!!!the number of times i spend with the cliques is the time i forgot all my trouble away..L.O.V.E u guys always...
ME,DAYAH,SHAFIQ
O4 W/O NINIE
