Friday, February 27, 2009

My blog under construction

hello ppl...im back....and guess what???I Just ended my my general ward postings in TTSH....its kinda sad though considering im still having the memories linggered since day 1 when i started my attachments....and i have since come a long way....and yup i decided to do NGT for Syarah coz my cubicle ran out of NGT..(discharge already....from the whole cubicle on NGT to none)..its like so call my last one...and i definately gonna miss the smart sense...its way super cool..coz TTSH is the onli one using the high tech stuff....

And i definately gonna miss staff that i have work with...past and present ward...especially Renay from my present ward...we always have a competition on TED stockings....who can put on the fasters....and i always end up the champ...hahaha...

Our last day was perfect until this idiotic male lecturer came and scolded us for knocking off like 3 mins earlier...and he said.."where is your integrity???if u sign off as 3 pm,and knock off early that means u ppl have false chart the IMR and I/o.....WTH.....even our lecturer sees us knocking off early and walking out of the ward 3 pm sharp....and didnt say a word..and pls..we are not stupid to false chart when it concerns a life....and it doesnt link at all....

And thanks to my lecturer who is on leave today understanding....she didnt even scold us..but told us not to do it again...

Next week mother and child posting....im gonna be so dead...but should be okey la coz most of my peers have gone through it....

Tomorrow plans..gonna mit the interactors and hang out and slept over at Ham cribs...alrite!!!

Okey il update again....btw my blog is still under constructions....

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Thursday, February 19, 2009

RANDOM

IF I COULD TURN...TURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME......

Heloo people am blogging randomly before im off to work..
been feeling under the weather since yesterday afternoon....it must have been the weather..too hazy at times..and due to the workload that made me tired at times...im always pushing myself to the limit..and sometimes im not sure if its all worth it....
The sleeping nites have kept my anxiety acting like something is bothering me...am i really under tremendous stress....???
Im trying to learn as much as i can in the ward especially when its a busy ward that kept me going at times...This attachment means a lot to me....i have too make up for everything that i loss..and its doesnt matter it you people were to talk about me....like u used to do...coz i put everything aside...and also i dont really care if im saying ''Yes'' to everything..im not a ''bahan''...even if i did im still learning ....

Time is running out........the answer is still left un''answer''......

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Monday, February 16, 2009

vday

Today..im so mad at someone..
Today..i feel so agitated
Today was a buzy Monday morning..
Today i sweat like a pig..
Today i feel tired but am still continue to stay awake
Today...Tomorrow..AND Yesterday..

Anyway..Happy BE-lated Friendship day or Vday to the couples out there...
On 14 Feb celebrated the aniversary of the 04 and Friendship day at the ECP...and guess what we did????Picnic with minimal food as our food got infested by the stupid ants..
Set the tent that can actually fit the 10 0f us...and who was there???the 04 including bear,hyrul,Cousin Syarif...(the one that overnite)...and we were like cycling from the end of ECP Til Changi where there isnt any complete end journey..just a straight journey leading us to nowhere...

Had our big supper from Cousin Syarif aunt Chalet...ate ikan pari,Crab and more then a dozen of Satay..from a NO food to Lots of food....Cool..and not forgotting the 04 pict that was handed out by dayah..(The 04 still stood strong till today...suprised people???)

So im hoping for another 04 outing...so hopefully its real soon...

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Tuesday, February 10, 2009

THE HELIPAD

Hello everyone...here i am blogging yet again...just return home from school..and truely i really love being in school after work coz i met the class JR0704C...Anyway another purpose was to see my cliques...but dafy wasnt there..and i miss u..nv mind but anyway the time spent today with Shif,Nad and Han was really worthwhile....i really miss u guys lots...and yeah it was really fun to see the kebelohan Nad and Shif.....When will i see u guys again????

Another great thing happen today...I was posted to Emergency Department(ED)...Well am sure all the group from another hospitals have been to ED last semester..and TTSH lambat setapak...well who cares???coz i experience something that i will remember for a lifetime...I WAS AT THE TOP STOREY OF TTSH...witnessing the drill of the helipad....OK...(A helipad is receiving the patient from the helicopter..)its kinda complicated though..coz u really need to know what type of helicopter is arriving...and the baring of the helicopter landing...well u need to know all this when your being posted to ED....its tested btw..

And being in ED is super fun to the extend that u need to be on the ball and definately OT is fun but i doubt that im able to do all the complicated dressing and giving of IMs....but i still prefer the in-patient ward environment....

And today was really funny coz while at the OT,Izfa was doing dressing on a patient who is a typical Mat REP......and while the dressing is being done,he still kinda maintain his Mat Rep muke with that step face especially his mouth..(mulut maintain....)

Ok..got to go... tmr going back to the new ward that i really dislike....and its my former C.A ward..hehe..sori techer...k.k....see the picts..its a nice view rite...??

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Sunday, February 8, 2009

remembering the days

REMEMBERING THE DAYS....

Hello people..its close to 3 am now and i just returned from an random outing with Ham and Apeas and a later join by Daniel,Dayah and Cousin Syarip..another random decision that let us to Karaoke for the 3 weeks in a row which results in a sore in my vocal cords..(i aint a self proclaim singer after all...)

Then after the Karaoke went back to AMK...where me,Bear and Dayah were recalling our past dated way back in Secondary school from the good and the bad...And today Bear told me about almost everything of the gossip and talking behind my back ..way back in Sec 5..Dont get me wrong, i'hv move on..I Really put them behind...i dont care really now coz im really happy with my new cycle of friends and the old friends who have faith in me...and to apologise to me...and telling me that they dont really find the big fault and to realise who i was the person deep inside...was really nice of them

I really wanna thank this person so much for having to stood by me all the time and to believe in me when the whole world turn their back on me...You have faith in me...believing me in whats in your heart...trusting me...And who can predict that you once dislike me so much then and now we are in this together and till this very day we are still standing strong...i really feel that i emerge the winner...i believe that if you really open up your heart and mind...trusting the inner you deep inside.. rather then others a better perception of the person is what you will see..Thats a life lesson for everyone including me to learnt...So Dayah....your friendship is priceless and i really appreciate your friendship...
Another Group of people i really would like to thank is none other then the O4...our 2 years of aniversary which falls on Vday is coming soon and i know that we really had some communication problem which lead the word Trust to be questioned recently..And.. yup.i really trust each and everyone including you....its not worth thinking about it making things complicated.It might prolonged...lets treat it as a test of our friendship coz i really believe that the 04 can last till the test of time..and really lets put everything behind and start a new chapter...start anew...and im planing for an outing on Vday so i hope you can really make it this time.....(Ps:You people have been the best...and i believe god have reasons to put us together to make our life journey worthwhile)


(i love this pict so much.....its the begining....dated feb 07)

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Friday, February 6, 2009

my current life

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Tuesday, February 3, 2009

random yet again

I guess i have been updating my blog trying to keep it alive....truth to be told,i dont really enjoy blogging that much since its kind of a public display of your affections....but yeah..im totally bored after work..not that i dont wanna rest but its seems that the afternoon power naps really keeps me up till morning and by the time i knew,it was time to go work..yawn..really its so exhausting...trying to put on the fake smile and and doing lots of workload when actually your mind is fully shut..

These few days the workload have been so heavy to the extend that you wish to split yourself into 2 parts...and when you wanted to say no,everything comes into yes..."can-can"...gosh...i really have to learn to say no...Am i Just too naive to begin with???

And i can hardly ran and im doing real EN jobs when staff decided to go Mia...And when planning of works sucks,lecturer will look at you one kind and may penalise you for that..haix..but hei..im running around like mad dog....trying to get things done...but hei...im treating everyday like a challenge....a step ahead to be a certified and competent EN...

Ok..i just hope tomorrow will be a better day....and i certainly need to sleep....Tonight....

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Monday, February 2, 2009

THERES A WHOLE IN MY SIDE WALK

There's A Hole In My SideWalk

I walk down a street and there's a big hole
I dont see it and fall into it
Its dark and hopeless and it takes me a long time to find my way out
Its not my fault

I walk down the same street
There's a big whole and i can see it,but i still fall in
Its dark and hopeless and it takes me a long time to get out

I walk down the same street again
There's a big hole and i can see it,but i still fall in
Its becoming a habit,but i kept my eyes open and get out immediately
Its my fault

I walk down a street
There's a big hole.And i walk around it
I walk down a different street

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Sunday, February 1, 2009

kbox

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