Thursday, July 31, 2008
radom.....
HELLO THERE...kinda in deep thoughts now..really cant wait for this Saturday NDP preview...ps...my stupid face was on advertisement on suria..."untuk Mu"..this Sun..if u guys notice la.. taking a pict with Huda Ali..when clearly im not a big fan of her...sori...hei Michelle Chong is still the best..and i got my wish..my ''Andreana WOW''..HEHE...
I Really Miss the bunch of wackys JR0704C...they are the best compaired to my C.p group..(DTA)...lesson learnt and plastics were uncovered.... but they are okey for this posting..im begining to open up more..whatever the outcome is..i got no regrets coz i tried my best..im once bitten twice shy..so im taking xtra precaution..no offence...just today me and rajes were like reflecting our moments in class...the best that we ever had...and i love the cliques....love and forever...
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Random ACTS and THOUGHTS
Hello people just got back from morning shif and im truely exhausted but neverless im trying my best to keep up to my blog..hee..well as i reflect my 2 weeks posting at AMK hospital,what do i really achieved??truely i dont know..haha..its been like boring in that sense..coz we dont really help much..just helping here and there..coz patients are there for rehab and we have to train to achieve their ADL..cant wait for this friday..our last day there..plus our group wanna plan something for our cp lecturer-mdm emily ng....since her last day is on monday and some of us are having our SIM training..gosh..i really hate SIM training coz the lecturer are so mean at times..and u really need to know your stuff before going there...Something funny happened to me in the ward just now..theres this patient daughter who is kinda mentally challenge or should i say down syndrom was like asking for my autograph coz she kinda interested in me..hahaa..my group mates was like teasing me...its funny la..but its okey..coz we cant really pull the mentally disable from the society..and guessnwhat i sign in the paper???''To Fatimah :JOKER..why so serious??''..i know its crap la..but for the fun of it..Was reading Farhan's blog and the love for SNBM is still there..and i really look up to his persistance..isnt a true loving guy suppose to be like him????or should i say reality hurts badly when it wasnt meant to be???just a slap on the face wont move an inch???but then again why persistance dont really move a person when sincerity is there??maybe love is kinda complicated when u keep searching silently...be patient love will come naturally...Neverless if Farhan really move SNBM one thing for sure,fairytales do happen and it is something U should be proud of..As for me,the saying still stands strong..."if there comes a day we cant be together,keep me in your heart,i'll stay there forever...
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Sunday, July 27, 2008
What a weekend!!!!!
Hello Readers..as u all reading this im doing my case study as per my lecturer...haix..seriously im not into case study as it requires you to do research...furthermore my lecturer kept asking us indepth..linkage to other theories...well maybe thats how learning should be..nevermind..hei but thanks to her we kinda completed nearing 75% of our skills..
I just got reminded today is big bro birthday..which also reminded me of the so-called tragedy that happened to me last year during c.p 1.1...where i got splash urine from a HI-5 patient...its been one year since it happen and thank god im still standing and staying in this course.Thanks to the concerned that i got from all my previous lecturer..i truely appreciate it..
Yesterday was truely awsome..1st thing it was Nurses day celebration and seeing how we nurses have our own celebration plus all the talented nurses performing makes me wanna perform too..im really proud to be a nurse and hope that i will be a competent nurse soon..
After Nurses day..me Nadia,fatin and Nana went to East Point where i accompany Nad and Fatin to get their slippers before we headed to Sentosa with the rest of Cluster A.B, and C...It was a truely enjoyable coz we played games where we had to find items to the extend of asking the hot babes wherether the bikini they are wearing is the brand roxy..cool...i just love being an NDP motivator...alright Readers got to go complete my case study..hope to see u soon...enjoy
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
what a ride
us...@ ward 5D
2 weeks have passed and i have ended my medical posting...its great yet stressful at times..and i really the ward..Ward 5D..The 3rd time we been to that ward since our 1.1..its a psychiatric ward..full of crazy AMS patients..we have already have a view of the mini IMH..cool ha??and this time i think i got well with my workmates though i always know how ''Plastic'' they can be...i dont give a shit anymore..On my last day at the ward..its only the 4 of us..me,Rajes,Than dar and Izfa..with the exception of than dar,the 3 of us slack..luckly theres Euna and Vicky or its gonna be a boring day..AN Qin Lan gave a choclates.cool..by the last hour,we slack with Vicky and Euna and took photos and all the crazy jokes
Im now being attached at AMK hospital..that is super boring..yet lots of cracking to be done..case study and all that stuff and skills to read up before my C.P teacher becomes a gorilla..got a chat with her just now and its like 40 minutes like that..wah...so scary that i broke my 2nd hand watch..and i received my log book..and i............(shhhhh)
Yesterday was Arief birthday and me,ernie,dayah,khai,yiid,syarip aka nya was there to celebrate the moment with him..Happy Birthday Bro!!..we then bought for him a cake from polar and we headed to AMK hub to watch ''Batman-The Dark Night''..and guess what?i fall asleep @ the begining of the movie..hei im so tired after work ok???its was a nice one..especially joker.(R.I.P Heath ledger)..the most coincident,Wendy watch the show too yesterday and we were like bragging to Shahidah Aziz about which makes her wanna watch it today..hei and i got chills the moment Wendy sang during break time..gonna look forward for her performance this saturday.
Hei..this saturday theres no NdP show and we off to Sentosa....and Sufyian text me this morning for a gathering this Saturday..how??i really miss them..every moment..lets see how???HEI!!! I TOOK PICTURES WITH MICHELLE CHONG AND HUDA ALI. during the N.E Shows..cool..they both look hot and pretty..amazing..!!!
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Thursday, July 17, 2008
I DIED AT THE HANDS OF EMILY ROSE
Haix..what a life today..miss my previous lecturer..today got a big lecture and scolding one corner thanks to the inability to control my nerves..and my stupid patient who thought he knows bests..and i was making a fool of myself infront of the patient and there she was shouting at me.."do u know im very particular when doing the CLC...''..That was what she said to me..and io was like..yayaya.... and i told her that she is fierce to me..well that what everyone said about her..maybe i was at fault too..coz if i know my stuff,she wont really nag..i just hope my I/V will get the competency coz the date..if i got the competency which means im left with little skills to do at ward 12D..then can slack...hahaha..and i cant wait for her departure..im waiting for the new lecturer to take over..hope she is nice..super nice like my previous lecturers...Tomorrow is my last day in ward 5D..Love the ward..On Sunday will be miting my cliques hopefully for a so called reunion..cool ..i really miss them lots..my pillar of strength..and i really hope our friendship will be strong as ever..OF COZ I MISS MY O4 TOO..HAHA..LOST CONTACT FOR THE TIME BEING..let me describe them..(picts of them on my friendster)
- Ninie-The most impulsive among the 4..have her own say n stand which really hard to defeat..neverless caring and always out there looking for the meaning of love..chill gal..love will find u..thousand times better them HIM.
- Dayah-The one person im always in touch with and we will meet every Saturday for our NDP..she's the soft one at heart and will always confine in me...Stay strong always..coz your a prodigy..always remember that..
- Jamal-The next impulsive one whom i see lots of changes since our secondary days..from the hair to the look...n personality..kinda look up to him at times for his willingness to work hard till he achieve to get to poly..go!!hmm and the one always looking for the gals with the good look..hope that one day u find the right one with the good heart..
ORIGINAL 4...Ramlan,Jamal,Ninie,Dayah
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
mad rush..
HEI...im back blogging..its been away for a while now..okey im missing blogging too..As im typing now,im buzying with attachments and all..gosh this is the time which i really hate..especially having my group around n my lecturer whom i really having a hard time adapting too..lets face it..i do admit,im slowler then others,but im willing to try my best.i cant do skills rushing myself..i need to chill and think before i act to my procedure..and competency is really hard one coz i wen i stood infront of her..i gott chillls and goosebumps..shes nice and all but haix..why did i set a high expectation for myself in the 1st place..im going to pull up my socks and try...ok i dont really wanna mourn n sulk about the unhappy stuff..hei @ least im back in 5D my favourite ward..kinda funny though coz thats the only medical ward we have gone to since 1.1...so they watch us grow...cool huh?NDP 08 is just around the corner and im so excited...but the attachments n coming back for practise really tires me especially when the day before is afternoon shif..gosh..anyway i will update u more..gonna yawn soon..
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Sunday, July 6, 2008
im calling out on u
Here i am again ..facing the corners of my 4 walls waiting for the time to pass slowly before i knew its my dooms day.. An intelligent friend of mine onces said "why stress over a thing that is already going to happen?''..that is going to stay with me as long as i can remembered..n yes..tomorrow is the start of my attachment..good luck..
BPS CONCERT
HAHA..The concert was awsome coz i really miss those times i was playing for the band..guess i really love the band music..and hei they feature my face on the screen..myself playing the trumpet..cool..n its so nice to see all my friends and juniors..i miss them...
NDP N.E SHOW 1
The show was awsome...love the costume and all..just take a love at it and we really look cool in it..no doubt about that..n i love motivating the crowd though i was like f*** la..sing ..clap.. and all they could do is to ''excuse me,u are blocking my way''..what the hell??but its a learning journey for me as i could try to improve my way of motivating all all..and singing all the singapore medly songs really perks and hyp me up..and the constant girlish shouting btw me n Angela really funny..gosh its seriously fun..n yup..Orange and Green came to the show and watch me perform the dance..haha..
MISSING THAT SOMEONE
I really miss that someone who i did not really keep in touch with.. in which to me its a long time..but its only 2 wks since there wasnt any sms...well sometimes i really have to learn to let go of things that will not work out in the end...damn...n im still waiting n hope that one day you shall miss me..(which i doubt so)
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Friday, July 4, 2008
A soon NEW JOURNEY..
As i began a soon new chapter in life yet again,i came to realise that this is what i actually want in life...well maybe not..its too much for me at times but yup a path that i choose in the first place..yup..A nurse.This is going to be my last weekday resting like a log..how time flies in a flash and my 1 month of holidays has just ended and new challenges will arrise..psst..i hv yet to study..(go figure)Yesterday was another of those of interact general meetings preparing for the installation nights..hei..Hamli join us..cool..at least im not the onli guy in the comm service..then me,sya,nad and Ham went to beach rd where we ate soup tulang plus our various nasi ayam..then Sufyan join us as usual..always sacrifice his time for us before going back to his campToday im going to to my BPS Band concert..gosh.i really miss those times in which we played various songs from mystical to pop..jass..cool..n i definately miss playing my trumpet despite being so ''karat''..never mind..my glorious days seems over..okey il update u on the concert band which i will attend this evening..oh ya plus my NDP Show for tomorrow..take care fellow bloggers
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Tuesday, July 1, 2008
AHHH...STOP THE FREAKING TIME
What a day to start today..i so sick and having a terrible flu n headache when attachment will start next week..in which means i cant fall sick as i often do..what to do..thats life..Hmm..yesterday was a great day in which i spent my time yet again with my besttie...Sya n Nad(HAIX..me the onli guy.. Because of u Farhan..i hate to endure the enless window shopping of the girls..) which was later join by Sufi..d N.S guy which i got the most uphold respect for..i kind of unsure the different btw Hardy Boy n Sufyian..well only Nad knows the answer...hmmmm...(ok full stop..no more info )Attachment will starts next week n i seriously having u difficult time opening my PCA Book to recap..haix..LAN...What is happening to u...u did well for in-campus..i dont want u slack when the attachment starts...DO YOUR BEST!!!!BE A COMPETENT AND INSPIRATIONAL NURSE!!Come to think of it when the attachment starts..it means TIME MANAGEMENT..got to sleep early..rest as much as i can save my energy for every SATURDAY NDP SHOW...Ok..im gonna rest now..the headach is killing me
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