Saturday, May 30, 2009

HELLO WEEKENDS!!!

Currently life is so so hectic that i really wish i could turn back time and enjoy my time to the fullest...well am sure its only a wishful thingking of my part but im gladly to accept it gracefully..never give up...

Second week of work was really alright....its way better then last week....im always into actions..what do i mean???trying to stop patients from turning violence...its something that i enjoy definately.....more to come im sure...


Will be starting my shift next week and guess what..afternoon shift on Sunday...damn..i'll definately going to be lazy for work....and im looking forward for payday!!!!...i have a couple of things plan out....but most importantly,im going to indulge myself with good food and MORE GOOD FOOD....and also my karaoke-ing with my friends...haha..thats my anti-depressants methods..


Okey...enough of work....my blog is definately becoming dull with the working life entries...i'll try to stay away from blogging about working life..if its permits...hehe..my blog needs serious direction i think.....

Anyway...meet up with one of my very good friend in nursing who is also my cp mate Syahidah Aziz yesterday...haha..she came all the way down to AMK and i brought her to my favourite chilling place in AMK...it was definately a very good evening cos we chill for so long while bringing back the past...Well i hope we can always meet up often and im waiting to hear the good news from u.....(that u find a suitable career.....)

Okey..im so tired i'll blog again if i really had the time next week...(currently listening to PCD ''hush hush/i will survive remix)....simply loving it...

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Saturday, May 23, 2009

My Nursing Cereer have just began..

Hello people...as i wrote this entry,i have started working as a full time Nurse in IMH...Well its not my initial choice of career to begin with ..but simply i need a job badly before my enlistment to NS...somewhere late this year...So..Passion is definately not the word..

My life will be officially boring from now on..but as per what ''mummy'' says..take this whole journey as a learning experience...learn as much as i can everyday..
And guess what....i posted to ward 74A..a FORENSIC WARD!!!...fellow nurses will know what kind of patients i have....those with great offences and crimes that they could not be charge as they are mentally unsound...so you have cases like....(go figure..)Trying to remember the patients name will be a great challenge..im like..cracking my brains everytime..and one of the most interesting is they call us BABA...which means nurse..so im affectionly known to them as BABA LAN and you wont find me wearing the NHG uniforms coz im required to wear the mufti..(office-wear)its troublesome cos i need to think of what to wear for work everyday..some wards have started wearing the scrubs..i hope my ward will be the next one..

By being posted to this ward, i am actually putting my life on the line...thats why im always praying for my safety...its really challenging..but on the other hand its really boring when you have four corners of the cell wall.... i really wonder if i really have tasted prison life..thats the plus points of working in that ward..and staying awake all the time has been a challenge to me too..

As for my colleague...i really got no comments..perhaps i have just started working....there is a few i can really related too...because being in an all male-ward will sure have egos flying around..and most of them..and i mean..MOST of them look like your typical Seondary School DNT teacher...haha...Hopefully i can like bond with them soon..and my preceptor is actually my godmom..brother-in -law...but we are always in diffrent shift..anyway im so not looking for my night shift..cos i wont be doing in my own ward but in ward 75....just you and the SN...plus i have seen the Nurse Manager..so strict....and my NM..is always strict..so scary...unlike my NC...so nice.by the looks of it..

And also im nervous about the every TCU that im in-charge of...i cant imagine being lost in the different hospitals.. and i have just experience sending patients X-ray...with the accompany by the Cisco guard..

Anyway next week will be my last office hours before i start the Shift...not looking forward to..haix..being in this type of nursing life really puts you on a reflective mode...my colleague have question my plans after NS in i really wanna come back to this hospital after my NS...

I really dont know coz there so many ways to branch out coz i know myself that i have lots of potential in me..which i realise during my days in ITE...Should i stay or should i go???only time will tell...will tell you my plans in due course.....

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Sunday, May 17, 2009

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I really had a blast for the past 2 days...returned to school for the Interact (I/C) Orentation Camp..What a way to end my holidays..its quite fun considering being one of the most senior member attending the camp...anyway its my 3rd I/C camp...

OK..I got to admit that it wasnt really as good as the previous but still spending time with the old members talking and remembering about the good old days was really hilarious....specially at night where Zul,me and dayah plus some other members were talking about our 1st year spending at camp..

And...and this might sound silly but i managed to watch ''Slumdog Millionaire'' at the camp after months of wanting to watch it...its was a really good movie...and they celebrate my advance June birthday...(Thats so early)

After the Camp ended..Mrs K asked me a question...
''What do i gain from Interact Club and what does it make change as a person?"

My ans:Interact definately change me a lot by bringing out the best in me especially in my leardership skills and teamwork..and put myself before others...Juniors come 1st...and definately making me mature coz i really never expect myself to expose lots of comunnity work...and it also open up my thoughts and life at the other side of the world...example the brookside project which makes me realise how lucky i am to be living in Singapore....and these memories are worth keeping....and i definately would like to be part of interact in years to come!!!

So next up???The Advance Ryla....will definately be looking forward for that...

Next phase of my life.....will be an adult working world...which im really nervous about it....will start working tomorrow onwards...wish me good luck as i definately need it...

Anyway will sure be buzy...so there will be lack of updates...forgive me for that...
Damn..il definately miss the life that i had...staying at home slacking and playing with Faiq,my cute little nephew...and i will miss the staying up late and walking up late....hehehe..will miss the repeated shows like Ch8-Ah Xue and Suria Ch-Anugerah...

OK..WISH ME LUCK TOMORROW!!!!Hopefully it will be smooth sailing and less of hipcups..Insyaallah

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Thursday, May 14, 2009

I Hate this part right here....

Im rotting at home every other day...not knowing what i should actually do?..im fact the more i stayed at home,im feel so worthless...

And something is bothering me since last week..and i dont dare to say im to my parents,coz i dont really want them to worry much since there's a lot of things happening recently to the family...and its still haunting me sometimes....i just prayed and hopefully everything gonna be alright..

i just hope i can like divert my attention to something else especially when im starting work this Monday...im going to get all my inner strength physically and mentally....and hopefully getting used to the real working life without the holding hands of lecturers....i really have to gallop to get to the water...I hope this will go my way though i know there will be hicups along the way..

Well im really having a Mix Feeling about starting work but i finally will be earning some serious cash..my aim is to save my pay$$$$ before im off to NS in a few months time..

Ok..im kinda really lost of words as what to blog..but hopefully i end my holidays with a bang!!goin for I/C camp tomorrow....Fun is all im looking for...

I got to go..pray hard for me people....especially my health!!!Cant afford to fall sick..

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Sunday, May 10, 2009

Graduation Day

Finally im updating after the lack of new updates...Friends have been telling me off for not consistanly updating..sorry guys..its all depending on the mood..

Anyway,finally i graduated officially from ITE..a place that is close to my heart..Coming to ITE isnt my 1st choice but never did i regreted coming here..a place that is full of opportunities.Friends and lecturers have been totally awsome..and come to think of,its better that secondary school.

ITE certainly open up doors for me to reach out to my fullest capabilities and potential..and in a few days time,i will be starting work..and i'll be a Enrolled Nurse..same goes to my peers..

I had my Graduation Ceremony last Wedesday.It wasa blast..coz i really miss my friends and Lecturers after the last attachment that ends last March..

I am glad that i managed to survive this 2 years of hardships...it was definately worthwhile...
and with that i just wanna wish JR0704 all the best..and thanks for the memories....

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Saturday, May 2, 2009

Updating...

Hello there..its been a while since i updated my blog....do i miss blogging???hell ya..i do....but there is just too many things that happen that is beyond explaination...

Firstly i'l start off something emotional heartfelt to me.....I just loss my dearest cousin after one month of battling in the hospital due to his illness.....and my family is truely affected by his departure...especially my granny.....i dont really wanna say much coz it concern my family...but i know that u are in a better place...insyaAllah..-Semoga roh mu dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yang beriman..Amin....

Ok....anyway how time flies and my blog-"Strawberrynirva.Bs.com"turns One on the the 28 of April...cool...hmmm...am sure many of you have questions on why i gave such a name for my blog...haha..anyway its just a random name from one my favourite smoothies back when i was working in a cafe called MIX....its a combination of apple,banana,mango,strawberry and yogurt...yumm...i miss working there...too bad its already been closed down..-Thats how my name of my blog came about....believing or not???

And also..how time flies and and my 3 months of holidays are ending real soon....am going to be officially graduating soon and i really dont know what to wear.....seriously...and mom told me she might not be free to attend...for goodness sake...why should it be a weekday???
Anyway...will be starting work soon.....on the 18 May.....collected my uniforms and done with my medical check up.....gonna be an adult working person real soon....and gonna earn the serious cash before going for my NS........

Wait a minute??????should Ramlan be going for his NS 1st before starting work????

Thats where im lucky for having a no-pay leave.....and i have to come back and work for them again.....Which Hospital???????........let it be another of my postings...am sure will reveal....

How about my NS????Hmmm..receive my enlistment already....will not reveal too as yet....kinda playing some mind games with one of my closest friend...

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