Friday, February 26, 2010

Ikhlas Tapi Jauh

Ok...dont ask me why i choose to blog today....im bored..and im kinda wanna stay awake the whole evening...its really a bitch these days...my INSOMIA came back...gosh...why do it have to come back when my job scope requires me to stay 100% concentration...gosh and the boo-boo i made yesterday...was really entirely my fault...i did not have enough sleep the day before and i manage to like slept the last hour..(or did i not?)and when my brains were really tired at the point of time,my cognitive went super slow that i cant think.....i really deserved the scolding...and now..i hope i can really make up to it...and i dont really want the akward stare....nor do i hope to pair up with u till u ord...tomorrow is my 1st afternoon shift..and can really sleep a little longer...I hope...Really hate the INSOMIA...i remembered vividly the last time i had that during my 2.1 nursing days...only to reprimanded by my ex-lecturer...talking about NURSING...i really miss the nursing line...i really hope to continue my career which is left half-way through...I'M A NURSE NO MATTER WHAT!

Anyway....i really cant wait to spent my money on the things that i really want and have been eyeing all these while...i need a new laptop...for me only....and i need to asked Hafiz aka bear to guid me along in the applications...yup..IT is really an important tool in life...Next i wana get an I-pod touch....i know everyone seems to have that...but its never too late right...A brand new Handphone seems cool..but if i have the laptop and I-pod touch..i guess getting a handphone isnt necessary...A brand new spects will also be on my list...ANYONE WILLING TO SPONSER ME....?(especially Cougars..hehehe)

Recently am attracted to the song-''IKHLAS TAPI JAUH"....the cover that sang by V.E...ost Cinta...it has a meaning to it..adapted from its movie..

"Kadang-Kadang orang yang paling kita sayanglah,yang paling susah untuk disayangi..."

''Bukan senang nak dapat teman hidup yang sanggup terima buruk baik kita...sanggup berkorban untuk kita,sanggup hidup bersama sampai ke akhir hayat...''

One word to describe.."SWEET"

it was meant to be at.... [9:38 PM]

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Friday, February 19, 2010

LIFE

I felt like blogging a couple of weeks ago...perhaps im having thoughts that might eventually killed me if its stays any longer....but the moment i started on this page...i started to crack my brains out on what to write...ok...my mind kinda shut down for now..

Life its seem a bit of a rush..that i almost could not catch my breath to enjoy its nature...my life revolves working my ass off on stuff which i dont really enjoy doing...is my life really a heck of a failure.....is it predestined ???? All i prayed now is to go ground as soon as possible...thats where i should belong...Countdown to ORD????????...ok!!!its a long way to go...

Anyway..i have been missing out in lots of stuff..Friends????.....hahaha...i dont really have time to catch up...only the dearest ones...which brings me back to my days in TRACOM.....(minus the food at mess)i really miss those time where we were all one..doing the numberous push-ups and PTs..jokes,fun and laughter...always wanting to be the best squad in everything..i really miss being the squad that is the center of attractions for having the best drills being the drill demo...kudos..especially to my best of the best lots....(Tk,Fred,Arul,Andy,Zul,Jesper,Jason,Zhi liang and Andrew).....I really wanna thank you guys for the support...and im really excited to mitting with u guys soon...and our next J.B trip...trust me...the next time we mit,our hair wont be "mangkok" anymore.....

OK...il blog again...next month and hopefully i can really recall on what i would really want to write about..till then...

it was meant to be at.... [9:11 PM]

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