Hello there..its currently another boring day to keep my life going...and i cant imagine how many boring,meaningless life i have to face since the status of unemployed not schooling emerged with the snap of the fingers...damn...like i always said..CAN I TURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME!!!
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Helo ppl...just another great memories to keep this blog alive..worth the save-keeping memories to keep me cure for the syndrome.....Had a outing lunch session with half of the CP mates....together with Mdm Ang.....and her daughter...its a pity that half was only there...but over all i really have a wonderful time....i miss the loads of fun we had during CP........The craping a lot,the tears and all...and seeing them kept me wondering if im gonna see them again coz we all are going to go on our seperate ways.... our own life...our destiny...but im sure fate is gonna bring us all back together.....so LETS NOT MAKE THIS OUR LAST MEETING????We'll keep in touch alright...???
Half of us...together with our lecturer...Mdm Ang...Cool..another treat...
Me,Than Dar,Cherry,Zasila
Shahidah M,Me,Cherry,Fatin and Wendy
"I WILL BRING U HOME"
Mdm Ang and daughter.....
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Dad has since got discharge.......and my next step is to keep a look out for him....its a great challege...i know it will be....A VERY GREAT BURDEN THAT I HAVE TO CARRY..
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I thought that im able to have an ease of mind now that i hv graduated...But No!!!i am having the darkest period of my life.....
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Hello people..the dust have settled...2 years have gone in a flash....and i cant believe that i have actually manage to survive the course....the hard work, the sacrifice...the endless timing,the ups and down and here i am...the lucky ones that actully survive the course....As i reflect i can actually recall all the good memories...since day 1....(I leave the momories in my next post..maybe..)
Dearest JR0704C,these 2 years of spending in-campus with u really makes me look forward to come to school everyday...u guys are unique and special in your own way...i will definately miss u guys lots..u guys are the best ever...thanks for the encouraging words that kept the class including myself to strive and definately push myself to my limit.... i love u guys lots..good luck for the future...and keep in touch.....
Haha..to my dearest TTSH3....Just a Confessions that i have been wanting to say...its started rocky...i just dislike u guys ....INITIALLY!!!..(im sori)....it hurts so much when u guys started to talk behind my back...gossiping about me. negative words about me were pass around...and making me cry inside my heart and all i could do is just keep telling myself to me strong and believe in myself....it hurts so much that im always being judge for every little things that i do..and i really glad that i told myself that im not who they think i am and running away from this problem will always reflect myself as coward.....
That was in the past..things got better in 2.1 and i can really see the change in them...including me..for making an effort to get tto know them a little bit closer each day...one by one really got to know the real me...instead of hearing from other people..the last attachment got even better...
2.2 attachment....u guys makes me love u all even more..il tresure all of u....and we share about almost everything..and by now...i really cant escape by telling myself that im lucky to be in this group and i dont really blame u guys coz i am also at fault too...i can see how united we are especially looking out for each other backs during our last K.K postings...Guys u really have taught me lots about Nursing and let alone lessons in life....making me mature each day...U guys are like my family...like brother and sisters...and definately u guys makes my journey in Nursing a wonderful and memorable one...I LOVE U GUYS..After this im goin to have a post-syndrom...i will miss u guys like hell..Can we turn back the time and go through attachment again as one...???haha..keep in touch and im definately looking forward on the 21st.. "alright student"
TTSH3(in random order)
1.Wendy:(i noe u will read this)..One of my closest one...we really share alot of things in common..we both enjoy blogging and face-booking....and People..Wendy is so brillent and the nursing care of patient is as if its god gift..the best that i have ever seen.....and i really wanna thank u for believing in...and good luck for your future..im sure u will progress to being an SN..and most definately THE best Nurse..all the best gal..im gona miss working with u....
2.Siti Hanah: An alumni from the Anugerah 07..she can really sing well and when she sings..i am secretly mesmerise by the voice....other then that her nursing care is really good...and she always strive for the best..and its a nice partnership...working in the same cubicle as her 2 times and definately a good partnership being the choosen leader during our 2.2 medical posting..i hope u will excel in your career be it in Nursing,acting or singing..
3.Syahidah Aziz:Actually my closest one...my lil sister...(haaha)...She is the one that has my back when eveyone seems to shunt away from me...Thanks for believing in me since day 1 and im glad we were posted to geylang poly for our rehab...if not we were not be as close as today..and im also glad that u found the career that u have always search for..good luck in whatever u do..
4.Shahidah Mazelan:My songs downloader...and she is the quiet one yet the smile will always be there..very much a silent cheerful person..i love the laughter of hers..keep smiling..good luck for the future...
5.Shahidah Sulaiman:The last attachment got us closer and we relly had fun during our dec.Ryla kota tinggi trip...and are the one person im very comfortable working with...i really got to know u better each day...and she is the one that always kept the ball rolling even thought the k.k postings were such a bored..good luck in your working life..u will make great nurse one day
6.Fatin:A scarry person i thought initial..with the jeling and all...but overall i can really see the smile u started smiling at me...and i thought hei i tink i managed to change the way she initially thought who i was....anyway she is a sweet and cherful gal....stay cheerful always...and good luck in everything that u do..
7.Rajes:One of my closes..my "girlfriend''...she the talkative amoung the group and i am glad u been through with me in my entire 2 years with me...my classmate as well as my Cp mate...and i definately wana stick with u if we were to be an EN one day..Same ward maybe..?and i will always thank u for being such a nice listening ear...good bless u..good luck
8.Than dar:My classmates as well as my Cp Mate,the one who is also independent and always being fierce at times..she is an extrovert but always believe in whatever she do..very well confident..and always soft hearted at times..stay happy always..and good luck and hopefully your dream of going to the poly will be achieve..
9.Cherry:One of my closest and as same as wendy both have the best nursing care towards the patient..she has an infectious laugh..and her cat-phrase"i hate u ramblem..in her tagalog accent..she the most cheerful amoung the group...and i will definatelly miss u..god luck n the working world....and im still awaiting for the facebook account..hahaha.
10.Syarah:The so-call baby in the group with the blurrness in her...but she is so patience and no matter what people say about her..she will just ignorned and smile.....and she is the type nobody have the heart to scold her...and she is definately a good listening ear....and i wanna wish u very good luck in whatever choice u make even thought nursing isnt your forte...
11.Izfa:Hei we were together in our 1st day of school and also our lst last day of school..and never did i imagine that u will join TTSH...in this group somemore...and i know lots of things have said about u in 2.1 but u stayed strong and i really take my hats of u...thats why your effort have paid off..its nice working with her...the always confident one...stay cheerful always and good luck in the working world...SGH will will your 3 place after NUH and TTSH...cool or wat???
12.Zasila:The most direct person in our group..she dint like me initially...i know..but its okey that was in the past...maybe we both didnt make the effort to get to know the person through themself..During 2.2 i got to know her a little better and hmm...she is not bad after all...she had her softer side too...and very caring too...always dont like to see the nurses bullying me..and she will always come up to me and said."Can u learn how to say NO!!!.."haha...Wana wish u good luck in your working world...stay cheerful always..
13.Aaron:Hahaaa....We dislike each other that we cant really look at each other straight in the eye..let alone enter each other cubicle....but 2.1 really makes me open up my mouth and talk to u..and i can see the situation improve bits..and but 2.2....we can really tell jokes to each other straight to the faces...anyway wana wish u good luck in your future...you and i..a future NS man..
TO my CP Lecturers.....
Mdm Norliza Hassan:She is my best nursing lecturer in ITE Nursing...She is so soft-spoken but yet strict in every way....she is a good listening ear...and i remember u told me during my in-famous 1.1 incident.."all that has happen to u will make u a stronger person"...She has the motherly nature that u wont get stress when doing the skills with her..Thanks for always believing in me and pushing myself to the limit and trusting me to become a leader to shape the responsibily in me...and i really glad i have u as a cp lecturer for the 2nd time...u really watch us grow..i really hope u can join us on the 21st
Mdm Ang Wee Ian:She is scarry at 1st...maybe she was pregnant then...Same as Mdm Norliza,she is a very soft spoken but yet strict in every way...when we got her yet again in 2.2..i was kinda shock..die la...but her she is nicer this time around...she much more approachable..and became like our motherly figure...always treating us to food....subways cookies,breakfast and lunch snacks...haha...thanks..and she always give me a very resonable marks to me...she really make an impact on me..Thanks for being such a nice lecturer and hopefully i will be able to see u on graduation day...
To friends and lecturers that have made my life in Nursing a wonderfully one...Im sorry if i have ever hurt your feelings....but on a whole,i really enjoy being with u guys and hopefully we can like work together again....good luck for the future and may we all mit again..keep in touch!!
Yours truely,
RAMLAN
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The days seems numbered and its seems im lost of words to begin with....still searching for the answer that is left hanging...i still have the negative thoughts,the insecurities not forgoting the ever me that is hard to get rid off...THE PESSIMISM...
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Finally...after bugging Bear for a new blogskin,its done...thanks !!
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