Thursday, June 26, 2008
ALL GOOD THINGS MUST COME TO AN END
ok..I guess the holidays are coming to an end and im really kinda of praying hard that i will concentrate full time revising my skills on the PCA book..gosh i cant imagaing CP is approaching real soon and there is lots of things we have to do this time ranging from the basic 1.1 skills to the current 2.1..n gosh..the "magical words" will rings again..."student..student"...Haix..its alwats the staff nurse ordering us again..but still thats the reason why we are called "ENROLLED OR ASSISTED NURSE"..Hence i plan to move on to a diploma level..well maybe after i completed my N.S...Well my friends from SGH started theirs this week (poor guys)..gosh..mine will start on the 7th and i dont really looking forward for that.. i got Mdm Emilly Ng as my C.P lecture..she seems mean..n i got lots of stories i heard about her...but i shall not mention..ahhhh..cant believe this time dont get the "GEREK" onces....ranging from Mdm Yeow,Mdm Norliza and Ms Lang..they are like approachable...n theres no tension..but????...hmmm..never mind but at the end of the day its what we gain at the end of the posting..as a nurse..thus im gonna put effort on cp 2.1..Yesterday was an OK one for me..had dinner with Nad and Sya @ beach road...n then we headed to arab street..n there i go..walking in front of Masjid Sultan n i feel guilty coz when azan ishak berkumandang i just feel the guilt and all i could do was solat for awhile before joining the gals..but what did i do..??i simply did not went in and solat..and i walk away toward Bugis Junction..well i just hear the seruan of Setan..We then head to Bugis junction where the gals window shop..n i stood back..guess what they shop for???shoes..Bras..haiyo...n we still carry our our privet jokes.."right girlfreeend???"
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
EXAMS RESULTS ARE OUT
Was all excited today coz when i woke up..whY???..just to check my resuts..i knew it...i told myself..days of endless nights..i give it my all..
and there i go..should i be happy or dissapoint...no doubt i aim for As for all my modules...haix..i think im a little dissapointed..yes i initially thought i could get As..and what did i got...????never mind at least i did not flunk..is over and done..Be glad that u dont have to repeat any module..
be thankful that u got an A for your PCA..coz truefully PCA was really a hard one....so i guess u need to do well for Clinical..can someone please stop the time cos its really freaking me out!!!!!!Well im gona work hard for my Clinical and im aiming an A again..n im gonna work hard for 2.2..
Hmm...just add a new song to my blog coz it really reminds me of my days @ MIX..my best job ever...so I wanna share it with u people...Enjoy!!!
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Tuesday, June 24, 2008
AND IF YOUR GONE
Gosh what a day it has been..im feeling under the weather since yesterday morning n till now my hands and feed are burning..im still considering if i should go for the dance practise today..
FOOD FEAST
When out with my pals yesterday....it started as a boring usual day...Lunch?????Mc Do...after the normal boring chat..we headed down to esplanade...gosh an weekday afternoon @ the esplanade..BORING....still nothing to do..we headed to get ice cream n some pretzel..the fun part is that we headed to coffee bean...me being so sick when to get a box of panadol extra and i got rip off it coz me around $5.90..what to do when my body kinda get hot...i cant imaging geting pyrexia...the last time was like sec 4...ok then we ordered spegitti..n some choclate drink n 2 cake @ half price..cool right..we were laughing @ all the stupid jokes since i wasnt much sober as i was sick...
i kinda feel disapoint....no..sad...ok i cant describe the feeling coz im missing that someone...who???no..no..my privert life is strictly confidential.so respect that..haix...never mind..let this feeling explode in me..
AND IF YOUR GONE
I'm gazing at the mess im going through,what a life..A lie so true its hurts to keep inside so listening up..i cannot live a day without you here by my side..nor can i stand to be within your sight..shun your lights.........
A Problem solved a problem will emerge,i'm entwined..confuse my heart is telling me to run,to where can i???is this the fate im destined to collide,must i try?A love i hv lost a love i'm trying to find,i run around..i hunger for your presence in my heart..for awhile ...i'll fade away when i feel the time is right
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Monday, June 23, 2008
Today is a GIFT
Today was supposed to an an interact general miting n some installation dance thingy..but screw it..coz im like having my frequent headache n my normal insomia..or "tido-tido ayam"..so i was like never mind my health is like kinda important..will be going out in a few hours time...
REST IN PEACE LOLA
Mummy text me n told me that her beloved lola(grandma in tagalog) passed away this morning..(R.i.p)..kinda feel sad for her though coz of the stories she shared with me..so sent my condolence n hope u be strong like i always known for who u are..
NDP MOTIVATOR
Went to my normal saturday routine for the NDP training and it was lots of fun with many crazy people and its was like 10 hours of training at d Marina Bay n hehe..we watch the whole show..cool right?????and i bump into my classmates..Rahmah,Sha Sha n Aini..they too are taking part in this year NDP..n tomorrow another training at Redhill to practise our dance..i guess our claster B must show the best Dance coz Verlin is our Mentor n we must not let her down..next Saturday is another round of training at training hope it wont be as sunny as last saturday..but still the fun is there..
BOWLING SESSION
Had a bowling session @ marina square with my besties..Nad,Small,Sya n Sufyian..yup Sufyian was there eventhough he had to return to camp the next day..so nice of him...Then we ate @ marina n we bump into Sakinah with the new hair extention..she look great though..she was with her friends n pal Fauzie laily..n the funny thing is that Sufyian was holding the DvD anugerah n he showed to Sakinah..Sakinah wanted to tell Fauzie but we were laughing and told her not to tell him..to save us..Malu say,,tak senonoh si Sufyian tu..
WICKED AURA BATUCADA
Then we had lots of fun dancing to the beats of some jAss.Regge,rock,saMba...To the sound of Batucada..@ the esplanade..with the exception of Nad..we dance like we were in the club..Sufyian skan like mad..like in a ska gig..the Wicked Aura wer awsome..Even Sya for the first time hearing about the band reali fall in love with them...
C.P IS COMING
This week is the last week before revision time..n i gonna aim for A Time n im gona do it no matter what people said about me..i dont give a shit..well if u dont like my face or change ur shif because of me..I DONT GIVE A SHIT...i dont hate u or dislike u coz its just not me coz i let it be..heard abt the saying "WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND"...
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Friday, June 20, 2008
i'll pray for her health..dun worry
ok.i guess life kinda get boring as days when by..sori just coz all i did was just stay @ home n rot till death..why cant my life be a smooth sailing..well my hp was all silent and no call nor sms either..cant help it coz we have been going out for the pass 3 wks.(right guys??)will be going to do my prayers in less than an hrs time n yup..will be miting my friends after that for lunch and all before hiting to my "daughter"home and chill..haix wat to do??she doesnt want to go out today??hmm..n yups that calls for the reunion of the o4 is guess???
mummy sms yesterday coz she going back to her country after 1plusplus year of not going back..dont worry mom..
im sure with our prayers grandma will be alright.. yup..say hello to all the filipino for me ya??mabuhai...will miss u for sure...
ok..i cant update lots..got to shower now...yukks!!
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Thursday, June 19, 2008
WORDS OF WISDOM
i'm rotting @ home..n i realli miss the time i spent my holidays working earning lots of money n all..n the more i stay @ home,the more i reflect upon myself on how f* my life could be @ times..if theres anthing i want in life is definately this..
That is what i want in life...hopefully it will come true..god bless..
Here's a little something for those who are still searching like me..hopefuli u will be inspired
LOVE IS PASSION,OBSESSION.SOMEONE U CANT LIVE WITHOUT.IF U DONT START WITH THAT,WHAT ARE U GOING TO END UP WITH?FALL HEADS OVER HEELS.I SAY FIND SOMEONE U CAN LOVE LIKE CRAZY AND WHO WILL LOVE U THE SAME WAY BACK.AND HOW DO U WANT TO FIND HER?FORGET YOUR HEAD AND LISTEN TO YOUR HEART..-William parrish,politician
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Random entry
OK..i got half an hr to blog coz im miting
Dayah,Arief n Syahiid later..we're going to Mustafa..i getting a new shades...maybe coz of the sunny weather which i pedict this saturday @ the floting platfom..this saturday NDP rehersals gonna be a tiring one..n yes we gonna watch the whole show...n i cant wait to Juggle coz i practise like mad..so i hope my hard work pays off..
Dayah has plan a
re-union of the Original 4 to meet up.i realli miss them.i will mit dayah every saturday for the NDP rehersals but not Ninie and Jamal..Jamals has since be busy since entering NYP..Ninie???????Not to sure whats shes busy of
..The o4 IS THE BEST FRIENS THAT I EVER HAD..we will make sure we mit frequently like we do except for this month..maybe coz me n Ninie got exams n stuff..
n gosh im gonna go back to C.P soon @ TTSH..n i realli cant imaging doing all the critical skills like I/V drip..subcutanous..gosh..hei but good thing im going back to ward 5D..love the staff there..but is onli like to weeks working @ the medical ward..before i proceed to KKH..for 2 weeks..that means i got 2 weeks to rush all my skill n haix..i cant imagine asking my CP lecture,mdm emily ng to escess my skills..she sound so strict unlike my other CP lecturer..well actuali the point is we dont realli have to be scared of lecturer escessing our skills coz if we know our staff,theres nothing to be afraid of...come on ramlan..u are onli left with 10 mths till graduation...better buck up!!!!!
see...in the mids of holidays,i still think of school..see..like what Miss wong said about me..im a reflective person..
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008
LOVE IS IN THE AIR
THE ZOO TRIP
I Went to the Zoo with my classmates last sat coz theres a red cross event going on.i was like so excited coz its my 1st time going to the zoo since primary school..Me,nad,sya,han,fara,daffy walked like nobody business..by the end of the trip nad n daffy "blanja" me BEN N JERRY ice-cream..cool isnt it.
K-BOX SESSION
Well went to thompson c.c with my ex-managers for a night to celebrate my advance birthday.its nice of them la..but trufully i did not really enjoy myself... its a long time since i saw alif n reali what a shock its has been...Hes with the long wig n all with the high heels shoes...well its hard to adapt la..but wen come to think of it..all the sacrifice and his kindness reali touch me n that reminds me of accept people for who they are...n respect them to the fullest coz they are able to protrays who they realli are...yen got drunk n its funny coz im always think of her as a strong n independent women..i then went home with mummy on the same cab n theres lots i reali wana catch up with her..well never mind..we each got our own life to lead now....cant depent on her on how i used to..yup i know u close into finding what u reali what in life..hope u find the happiness that u looking for..
GONNA MISS U SUFI
me,nad,sya n small wen to have ecp to so-called say good bye to sufyan coz hes goin to N.S the day after..we got a mini picnic n is so enjoyable coz we chat about lots of stuff n all n we reali sang our hearts out..in i realli enjoy that very day..n i remembered what sufyan says"why do u stress for things that is going to happen"its still rings in my mind...
oh ya gonna miss ABANG HALI who went off for N.S yesterday too...
THANKS I REALI APPRECIATE IT
To my cliques who wen to the extent to celebrate my bdae,i realli appreciate it...u guys reali make my journey in ITE a plesent one..gosh no words can describe how the wonderful feeling i had when i around u guys..sorry coz my enteries for this tittle is kinda short but i'll promise u guys that u all in my prayers in whatever i do..god bless..
IM MISSING MY 04 ON MY BDAY
i reali miss the time that we had together celebrating each and everyone of our birthday...u guys are the best n i hope that we could all mit up again..put all our activities aside n get together..i will always love u guys...
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Friday, June 13, 2008
Dedicated to you
ok..another sad day perhaps @ home..well some say @ least i have my nephew n niece @ home to play with..well thats true..but the constant crying n all reali pissed me all at times..n sometimes staying @ home isnt a good solution..
Was reading
SYA blog n wonder..
whats the true meaning of friendship..????are friends who stood by in times of happiness??sadness??or are they the one who abandon you wen it comes to a breaking down moment..well its reali how u put it..reali..i have experience this back in secondary school..its tough to move on in the 1st place but reali..frends come and go...they are part of life journey n
only true friends will reminisce the Happiest moment..like i said before they are classified
as just friends who isnt maybe wasnt your friend to begin with..
never blame urself for what is happening to u..n if ur dont believe in true frienship,think again..dont be impulsive..
follow ur heart..think again whos ur true friends are..it may not be us..it could be ur other friends..n im glad at least someone who u could lean on....and remember my friend
..FRIENDSHIP ISNT ABOUT WHOM YOU HAVE KNOW THE LONGEST,WHO CAME IN 1ST OR WHO CARES THE MOST..ITS ABOUT WHO CAME AND NEVER LEFT...i'm glad i find the right cliques to hang around with..unlike my secondary school friends,we seldom gossip..its human nature to gossip but we try not to..we tresure friendship alot n reali we sat down and talk about whats bugging us..in this way our friendship will grow stronger even after our c.p 2.1
..N I REALLY APPRECIATE EVERYONE IN THE CLIQUES...(p.s..i tink
u came to right cliques)
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Thursday, June 12, 2008
MY ''OUTING YESTERDAY''
The day started out yesterday pretty much normal...well coz i got to return to school to see mdm heng coz the overseas trip that i applied for...the
YEP trip to Hainan China..well got a
good testimonial from Mdm Heng but my chances of going is pretty much
low coz i have been to an overseas trip before..gosh ..so fuck-up..om is isnt fair coz why do all the sports management people got to go many times...well maybe its ok coz im will go to Phillipines again..provided the situation allows me...
i then wen back to school to collect my NYAA booklet while listening to
all the crappy board meetings..
no offence..then it was Horray time coz i met up with my cliques
(daphne,sya,nad,shif,farhan,small,izzah)..n we wen to have dinner at
LAU PA SAT..gosh we really had a feast..
we ate gonggong,satay,bbq chicken...well lots to mention)plus the hang out at Raffles..took lots of pict..we chill n yup problems sharing where i managed to open up whats bugging in them..mbe im a good listening ear..but
like wat mummy says..never ever provide girls solution..well if
onli they ask..well i do learn a thing or 2 about the opposide sex..
Then it was like about 10pm where the rest wen home while
me,izzah,small went
Clubbing at M.O.S...we met
Rahmah a.k.a Seri together with her friend Rashid...we dance at the cage @ the RNB room n its like your dancing body to body....well cozs its the ladies nite u see..so many chickies..we then met
Aishah Ali,Hazel n Harvin..gosh n at that point of time we were like wat
.."we're nurses"..haha..but the 3 girls left soon after for another club..its like club marathon for them..
Arena,M.O.S,St James..good luck to them..
We continued to dance till 3am before we decide that we were exhausted n tired..we then went back home...except for Small..by the time i reach home at 4am..i just crash like nobody business..
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008
IM BACK BLOGGING
LIFE IS UNPRDICTABLE
LIFE IS CERTAINLY UNPREDICTABLE...last sunday 1st of june was the loss of of my best friend dad..dayah's dad pass away in the morning @1.15 pm..its kinda of shocking for me..n for most of us..anyway Dayah..just take it as "ada hikmah di sebaliknya"..be strong gal coz i know u will overcome it..i have faith in u..n yup i care for u..banyak-banyaklah berdoa..n do take care of your health...i will try to be there for u no matter what..
THE MOST DEPENABLE
Well thats what miss wong told me during CSV lessons...and i do really feel that she is right...these is what she wrote on the card "You're a mind processor,process words n thoughts.You analyze every situation and definatrly trusted for any taskes or responsibilities.I know you,you can do it"..MISS WONG
EXAMS FEVER IS JUST OVER
Finally exams are over and i cant help but wait anciously for my results especially PCA coz i totally flunk it..gosh so much for the hard work..so dissapointed..i spent like more 3 days studying it..(though its a last minute study)..damn it..well at least i did well for my BIO paper hopefully i score for the paper which will pull up my GPA..I need a diploma in nursing..prety badly coz im going N.S next year and i really enjoy my course n i do want to do well in life..hopefully change the life of my family..
MY WONDERFUL CLIQES..
i really enjoy myself with my cliques these days..well we went to eat at SEOUL GARDEN,PIZZA HUT..LAU PA SAT..yup we going there tomorrow..
Our cliques spent alot of time together..well last SAT..me,small,sufyan,nad,farhan wen to E-hub followed by chilling out at Pasir Ris beach..where we sang all the jiwang songs that made Farhan more emo..thats his mood describe last SAT..(expected)..
ok there more that we did like karaoke @ Nad place with SYA,SUFYAN..i love to sing..hmm..we oso watch movies @ nad place..well theres a lot of stuff that we did..BUT HEI IM NOT FORGETTING MY ORIGINAL 4.(I REMEMBER OUR PROMISE NINIE)..
MY CLIQUES
- RAMLAN
- FARHAN
- SHIFFA
- NAD
- DAPHNE
- SYA
- SUFYAN
- JESS
HAPPY ADVANCE 20th BIRTHDAY..TO MYSELF
My birthday falls on the 16th of JUNE..yeah..im so old...IM going for kbox session with YEN,ROSELLE N YEN..cool..cant wait..well the sad part is that i wont be celebrate my bdae with with the ORIGINAL 4..coz DAYAH just loss her dad n i dont want to celebrate without the complele members of O4..
HELLO HOLIDAYS..
Holidays are in and i got nothing to do..well at least i can rest for awhile before im going back for attachment ...so il update again..take care people
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