Thursday, June 25, 2009
Remembering .....
hei there....i just woken up from my sleep....and im super tired...one more nite to go before im off for my sleeping day....(SD)..But i would rather called it my "shopping day"....hmm....but gonna save a few bits and there...not gonna be a spend thrive like some people...but unfortunately my besties aka "The badots" are buzy preparing for their NDP tomorrow and every Saturday....so got to spend my time alone...(care to join me people?)
Yesterday nite was super OK cos i didnt do the shift at my own ward but rather was doing at 75A...acute remand...aka..disturbing patients..including the boy that my batch of friends saw during our clinical attachments...scary...and when everything starts to fall in to places..theres an admission in the middle of the nite...after that it was okey......smooth silent nite..including the frequent dozzing off...
While trying to stay awake...i was looking at my handphone pictures gallary during my ITE times and gosh...i really miss every minutes of it especially my
Clinical friends....(How u guys doing..????am glad that majority of us got a job in this line or continuing on in the diploma in nursing...hopefully we could all mit up???)....and also...i was thingking back the days that Both Wendy, Cherry and I did our night shift together..it was the most memorable.....:)
AND...AND....i HAVE WATCH
....TRANSFORMER,REVENGE OF THE FALLEN......!!!!on its PREMIER...cool or what????Despite the night shift later on yesterday....i still manage to catch the movie...it was super blast-ic,romancing,comedy....all pack into one....and who could resist Megan Fox and the additional Isabel Lucas......plus all the blasting of the cars or should i say giant robots....and Bumblebee is super cool,chick and funny...definately it was better that the 1st one....so i definately will want to watch it again.....coooool.........okey.....i got to go...i will see u guys aroung with more frequet updates...i hope..!!!!sorry i have to blog about work most of the time..coz my life involves around work all the time...take care people....
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There is magic in the memory of schoolboy friendships; it softens the heart, and even affects the nervous system of those who have no heart."
it was meant to be at.... [2:06 PM]
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Saturday, June 20, 2009
Be GRATEFUL
Hello people..its really been a while since i updated...im sure readers have been randomly going into my blog but only to find it not updated....and yes...i do get that comment..not that iam actually thick skin to actually say it...hahaaa....
Life for me these days have been generally much ok...im always getting tired dragging myself to work at times...am sure most of my peers whom just enter the ward will feel the same way too like how i feel...but seeing the smiles of my patients with a simple thank you really makes my day...
Not forgotting....
My Induction programme.....it was a blast..not that the programme was that good or anything but spending time with 8 of my former coursemates from ITE was really a great one...i consider the 8 of us are the special ones....Why do i say that....???coz theres only 8 of us from our JR0704 that Choose to join IMH considering the strong stigma of working in IMH especially when your a fresh graduate from school...FYI,im really feel proud working in IMH coz i get to know the patients very well compared to the ones at the gereral side..they need more special care and attention if you think about it...we got insufficient tools like what we had in the general side but we definately uses ourself as a tool to communicate with patients as well as to treat the patients....and not forgetting Working in a Psyciatric hospital...In a Specialise Forensic Ward....What more Can You Ask For????
Therefore to...
Addila,Hafsah,Fatin,Munirah,Syahidah,Siti and Fadillah...I really enjoy spending time with you people and the lepak-ing at the atrium...getting to know more about you gals and the bond that we made was really meaningful considering we never talk to each other during our time in ITE....am looking forward to seeing more of u guys and hopefully we can have outings together as a group...(and a NO No...to Hougang Green again..hehehe
).....lets work hard together to remove the stigma about IMH WOODBRIDGE HOSPITAL...Always remember,we are the special ones...I Salute all of Y.O.U!!!!!
Enough about work.....I have actually have alot to say..but its just that somehow or rather i cant really express as much as i thought i could..perhaps its always been my so-called Motto in life which i always practise is to keep my privert life under wraps.....but i guess age have caught up with me....and i know time is really running out...been doing a lot of reflective of later on whats my life gonna be after my NS..THE wonderful friends that i could rely on in times of happy and saddness..(check!)...A Secure Career right after my NS..(check!)...A life parter to spend my life with..(....?????...)....not yet..or??? Well it was just a dissapointment to know ur attach all of a sudden when i thought it was goin to work out eventually...I just have taken a step slower before trying on my next move...blame on my hectic working life...its okey.....ok i better stop before i indulge on too much info...(No question asked people)
Well thats why il try to remind myself....let love comes naturely....let that statement applies to those who's is consistanly searching just of the sake of it...
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.
Alright..i got to go...am feeling sleepy already..will promise to keep more updates to keep the blog alive...
it was meant to be at.... [11:59 PM]
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Tuesday, June 2, 2009
100TH TRUTH...
Ok..im kinda bored now..trying to relex after the hard day at work....and im trying to have a variety of posting...too many of nursing posting...dont want my readers to get bored...A Note abstracted from FACEBOOK.. (sorry if its too wordy)
WHAT WAS YOUR:1. Last beverage: Pokka Lemon tea
2. Last phone call: Maurice
3. Last text message: Rajes
4. Last song you listened to: Coba..Faizal tahir
5. Last time you cried: When my Cousin passed away last April...
6. Last meal:Tom Yam soup
HAVE YOU EVER:7. Been cheated on: of course..way too many!!!
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope!!!!I onli kissed my loved ones....
9. Lost someone special: of course...
10. Been depressed: Always.....
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope.....i was a good drinker...(i dont take such stuff anymore..da taubat)
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:12. Red
13. Black
14. Blue
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)15. Made a new friend: Yup..Friends are part of life journey
16. Fallen out of love:Yup.....i hate that part
17. Laughed until you cried:Yup...but its been a long time since i laughed till i cried..
18. Met someone who changed you: Definately..and im truely greatful for that
19. Found out who your true friends were: Of coz!!!(my 04,Bodotz society,ite friends..too many to mention)
20. Found out someone was talking about you:Of coz..due to that,i hv seen your true colours
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope...
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: I know each and everyone of them..hmm..except one..a blogger fren
23. How many kids do you want to have:4!!!(2 BOYS..2GIRLS)
24. Do you have any pets: I used to....
25. Do you want to change your name: Nope..this is what my parents gace me and i totally respect that
27. What time did you wake up today: 5.45am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night:Trying to fall asleep!!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:A wonderful marrige with beautiful perfect kids and a career..
30. Last time you saw your Mother: This afternoon...
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:Get rid of the frequnt anxiety..and be someone who is much independent....
32. What are you listening to right now: The irritating sound of the chinese drama
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: NOPe
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my fequet anxiety..
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook, Blogger Youtube
36. Whats your real name: Ramlan Bin Mohameed Moksin
37. Nicknames: Lan,A-Lan,Jack,Ram
38. Relationship Status: single
39. Zodiac sign: Gemini
40. Male or female?:Male...What a question
41. Elementary?: Pre-school? :Masjid Al-Mutaqin
42. Middle School?: Primary School?:Chong Boon Pri(95-99),Da Qiao Pri(00-01)
43. High school/college?: Bishan Park Sec(02-06) ITE CE, Simei(07-09) :
44. Hair colour:Jet black
45. Long or short: Depends
46:Height: 163cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yup..i think so??
48: What do you like about yourself?: im hardworking...and very determine.
49. Piercings: Yup..my nipples..(just kidding)
50. Tattoos: NO WAY!!!
51. Righty or lefty: Righty
FIRSTS :52. First surgery: none(maybe the surgery that will make me taller???)
53. First piercing: never
54. First best friend: Azmi...mychildhood friend
55. First sport you joined:errr..Table Tennis aka Ping Pong
56. First vacation: Malaysia...Melaka i Guess????
57. First birthday gift: Cant Recall
58. First pair of trainers shoe:Cant Recall...
59. Eating: Cant Recall..gosh..im hungry..
60. Drinking:Cant Recall..
61. I'm about to: Wonder..how long this quiz will takes...
62. Listening to: Kong Wah and Mrs Kong arguing..(Red Threat..on ch 5)
63. Waiting on: becoming successful...GIRLFRIEND!!!
64. Want kids?: refer to question 23
65. Get Married?: Of coz...but i need a life partner 1st
66. Career?:A nurse..or a famous Cafe owner..with lots of branches
67. Lips or eyes: Both
68. Hugs or kisses: both
69. Shorter or taller:depends....
70. Older or Younger: Older but younger at heart..(think Aston and Demi)
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romanticly spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both..including nice ASS
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitively loud..????
74. Hook-up or relationship:Relationship..of coz...but i dont mind being hook-up
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant..really..
HAVE YOU REALLY76. Kissed a stranger: nope and never!!
77. Drank hard liquor: Yup...(TAPI DA TAUBAT..NI SEMUA KEJE BODOH)
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes...TWICE..:(
79. Sex on first date: Nope!!! Saving Sex for marrige.
80. Broken someone's heart: yup...it wasn't intentional..
81. Drop your handphone into the toilet: Yup.d day i was texting Farhan
.82. Been arrested: nope...Hopefully not
83. Turned someone down: Yup...Definately
84. Cried when someone died: Yup
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yup..definately
DO YOU BELIEVE IN86. Yourself: Depends on the situations
87. Miracles: of course..Miracles do happen!!
88. Love at first sight: Yup..i like that..
89. Heaven: of course..its a place i wanna be when i pass on
90. Santa Claus:BULLSHIT
91. Kiss on the first date: Nope..unless its the right moment..
92. Angels: YUP...i myself an Angel in disguise..
93. Karma: Im not supposed to..but i believe in it..
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:94. Had more than 1 girlfriend at a time: nope
95. Did you sing today?: Yup..everyday..Singing is in my blood
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Yup....
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:Back in Primary 1 but with my current Brains..so il be clever and enjoy the past moment...
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: The day..we took the BCLS...it was the fasting month and we all went out to Geylang after that..Nice..
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Nope..LOVE is the most wonderful thing..but im afraid of rejection
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Nope...coz i did it in a blog format...
it was meant to be at.... [7:20 PM]
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