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Ramlan Moksin
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An Enrolled Nurse in IMH
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Today the horse finally get to taste the water via independently...no pulling to the get to the water...i gallop...i tried my best and this really what convince me try that one more time....or even more to come...
Today i was galloping like the horse...was partnering with an EN of just a week old...a nurse formerly working in Pulau Pinang...geeesss...and seeing her struggling with the duty makes me reflect a future me...what if im in this situation when i pass out...will i be like that???coz currently the horse need some pulling just to get to the water...
I was initially angry...been thrown to almost everything...including the annoying pt who refuses to practise his own ADL...and becoming so dependent....thats explain the frequent call bell
I have to teach the EN the updating of I/O....to the off-plug..to the urosheath...and she had to ask me questions which i gladly answer "You should know coz your the EN..."im so bad...but ya she did apologised after that for all the trouble...I understand coz i tend to put myself in others shoes..
And the SN also made me look as if im the EN....order diet and order the the glucerna feeds nurtrition....i was like..Can2...o wait..i tink we need the emos for that...or something...
But yeah the adrenaline rush keeps me going and i simply love it...
And today...my lecturer say me and said "why so stress..??..and i told her and she said ''good..thats the way it should be....'' yeah!!!!o ya..i did my First TOC...after 4 weeks...mind u..its hard to get patient to be on cathether in my ward..
Well i just hope this monday most of my patient will be discharge..hei but i love my cubicle..so many things to do...
Okey...the horse here want to get some rest..off to kranji soon to race..(joking..)
Enjoy your weekend people....

it was meant to be at.... [4:37 PM]

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random topic

TOPIC 1:


Finally i got time to blog..However im in the state of tired zombie-like mood...Just came back from the AM shift.. ok..il blog about an outing during the CNY..something i really enjoy doing.. that is SINGING..Yup you heard me rite...though i cant really sing well but hell who cares...!!!so i really took an opportunity to head down to Cash Studios and trash the mic..Who were there???of coz the Badots society..Songs from Classics,pop,Jiwang and not forgoting my lagu wajib...ADA CINTA...a must song to sing with cousin Syarif...

And after the Karaoke with Them..we just hang around at our usual spot..Esplanade...and there me and Cousin Sya introduced them to our new hang out...near raffles place mrt...o wait..what do we called it?????il better find out..real soon....ok..theres the Cam-whorring picts...let the pict speaks for itself....











TOPIC 2..

How about life in attachments so far????i dont know...today most of us including myself were question by our lecturer....????about hw do u really rate yourself as a 2.2 student ranging from an A to D...Knowledge wise plus the everday empasis THE EN ROLE...well i told myself i a C...but come to think of it,it could be worst...a D!!!...She always empasis us...."its time to take the role of an EN...U must plan your work!!!!get the ball rolling..and we are like a horse... we must gallop or do anything just to drink the water and im not always there to pull u just to get u there..."These words will keep me in mind...and standing alone and galloping fast just to get the water is a no joke...Thats why im enjoying myself as just being a STUDENT NURSE..

TOPIC 3
I truely wanted to tell this to someone...someone i really care and treasure..the original..the friendship..the everything..i guess we drifted apart one way or another..the seldom miting up got in our way..perhaps its a test of our friendship..i do trust you...seriously but somehow or rather its not convincing enough...and yup im sori to hurt u time and again...
Let just close the chapter and begin a new chapter of trust in a brand new year...i really appreciate THE FRIENDSHIP...

it was meant to be at.... [4:56 PM]

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Night duty

Finally..i have ended my 3 rounds of night shift..supposed to my sleeping day..and i onli slept a mere 4 hours onli..well who cares coz tmr is my rest day..plus weekends and PH...so hopefully i can sleep like a log..

Anyway these 3 past night shift have been a hell of a night..thr constant pain and the silence trap at your own cubicle wondering and poundering about almost everything...trying to keep awake before anything happens to the patients..

Night 1..an unfortunate incident happen which landed my friend(which one???go figure) and i into a hot soup..here is the incident..My frend was not being told to stay at her cubicle 24/7..well am sure those doing nite shift will rather stay at the nurses counter...slacking..well not for us..

Well this frend of mine was helping me to take an hrly para for a difficult pt who onli speaks hokkien..at my cubicle..however she is in Team 1..so she cross over to my team(Team 3) and unexpectly the pt at her cubicle who was a moment ago was sleeping,climb out of her bed and fell...she was bleeding from her head...And there the pin pointing,blaming were point at her..Questions like.."Where were u...??''why did u cross over??''...BULLSHIT...!!!where were all the staff nurses then????siting at the nurses counter doing their freaking report...

Its a long story to begin..but im glad its over... The Sister spoke to us and the blame was not pointed at her..or me.. but in fact everyone who did the night duty..
As for me....i Was told to work together with my team and not a frend who is from diffrent team..for any simple reasons though some staff are unapproachable...

I really thank my colleague..and my lecturer who is always supportive...Today when i handed her my reflection letter...she told me..no one is to be blame..(well i wrote in the letter that i was partly to blame..)..and im always glad that your my lecturer..

Well this 3 days of night shift have taught me a lot of things.....we learnt from our mistakes and grew from it....and spending time with the 2 girls is the best moment ever...and not forgotting the our last night mini party..free food...free Money...plus the cam-whorring..

PS:Happy sleeping day and rest day and enjoy the remaining 5 days off...''GOOD NITE'' gals..(hehe)




















































it was meant to be at.... [4:01 PM]

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TWIN

Hello people..i decided to blog today...well i realised that most of my recent post are about Nursing..geeesss...well what to do???My life revolves around Attachments and then Home...nothing else...until yesterday awsome day with my twin cousin..(Go figure)..

Well..its so much fun bitching around with each other..plus the cam-whoring..1st stop met my friends where we had lunch..supposed to stop to la selle and Nafa open houses..But being the fool,i dont even know where it was located..WTF..

Then decided to stop Town and attend gigs..and guess what..its LIVE N LOADED...and wasnt really interested but yeah..hopefully to bump into UTT..(i sound so Gay)...and yeah we dislike gigs..cos we aint a geek..(as per Syarif)...

Next Stop..To Marina Barrage..To mit..Dayah and Khai..and mit Syarif frend..AND Sya chat with him about Clubbing..his favourite hangout??Chymes and Play...and interfere saying...''IS THAT SUPPOSE TO BE A GAY CLUB??''...And Sya went on to say..errr...hes a Gay...and i was like.(damn Ramlan..U should have just shut ur mouth!!)..

And then we happen to watch the finale of SURIA Channel.."SATU FAMILI''...AND guess who won....(neh..im not gonna tell..So stay tune..THRS..8.30PM)

Next Went to Mit my buddy Farhan where we played the game..Destination and Fuzzy Wazzy...AND terselah kebodohan si Farhan...haha..(make sure you test it on your Friends esp Hazwan!!!


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As per tomorrow...is my Night shift..kinda looking foward to it..but at the same time,i wonder if the workload gets lighter during the night shift...am praying not to work with 2 particular En..gosh they really take advantage of students...so tmr Me, Wendy and Cherry are gonna rock the ward...and hopefully get my case-study done ASAP during the shift...
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it was meant to be at.... [8:58 PM]

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TGIF

Hei..pple...the week end in here again..im pretty much happy in this last semester attachment..nothing could go wrong when u have nice bunch of people working with u..(i hope)..and yup..having a repeated lecturer is not a bad thing after all.....No Tensing up upon doin skills oeverything...

Today so much things happened...I was supprised that ''daughter'' mom was admited to my ward and she did not even tell me...(pass..)..and ofcoz try to give my restricted nursing care to her...(well i cant nurse a female patient)...

Today one of our mates was ascused of...................by the patient..well it almost could have been me...but yeah lucky i was busy preparing to do dressing....and the.............. came in...and we were all investigated.... its was super kecoh..and DRAMATIC..
and the most ridiculious thing we were not allow to leave the ward area till almost 3.30..But i know u are gona be alrite..we believe u..no worries we will support u...(ps..No Question to be asked)..

PS..m starting my night shift next monday...My Schedule...MON,TUES,WED...Night Shift..THRS,FRI..Sleeping and Rest Day...SAT,SUN..weekends..MON,TUES..CNY...=TO 6 DAYS OFF....ITs Super COOOL....

it was meant to be at.... [5:56 PM]

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ice water...

Am doing my Case-Study here and there...and decided to blog ..okey here is what happened today..(im still having the infecious laugh till now)

Lunch time...

Bed88:eh man...gua nak air sejuk...tap water seblah sink pi isi cawan ni..air ini panas
Me:Tap Water???(nak mampos ke???ada sister maki aku..)Tak pe la Bai..gua pi kitchen ambik air warm utk bai....
(when i came back)
Bed 88:Eh bodoh eh..gua nak air SEJUK...ICE WATER!!!!
ME:(ICE WATER???tapi nantti lau dier batok nanti..siape di salah kan???ah mampos ah..baik aku tanye SN)
SN:U just give what he wants or leta he make noise again..
ME:(MAMPOS AH...MAHA ICE AKU KASI....SIOL CB....)
Bed 88:eh tadi lu tak paham bahasa...lu org ape????china mari nye????
ME:(China bapak lu)

He then told Shahidah Sulaiman...
Bed 88:mane jantan pakai baju putih??gua minta air sejuk dier kasi satu ice aje..kedekot nye jantan...

And when Shahidah told me...i got angry that i when berserk..and there goes my loud voice cursing him...and when i turn back...my lecturer was standing behind me smilling...and pulling me one corner and she was laughing away with my story...and she told me not to let my emotions gets in the way...and its funny cos after i told her..i began to laugh at myself...how i got the vebal abuse and how i was espressing out my anger w/o knowing that my lecturer was just behind me..

And it didnt help when he press the call bell just to ask me which country i came from....and the laughter and smilling didnt go away even as i was educating pts on Pelvic floor exercise...

Due to that was commented by my lecturer to be serious in my educating..haix..tomorrow same cubical and have to face that Bai again..

Till then....me..signing off

it was meant to be at.... [10:11 PM]

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1ST WEEK OF ATTACHMENT

A week have passed..4 more weeks till the end of the medical ward that i really dread...heres the thing..theres not much skills to be done..or i should say..none of 2.2 skills...its a cardio ward..so theres no..NVA,dressing,Catheter..all that was left is my diluted year 1 skills as per mdm norliza..theres no more short-cuts even from the removing of aprons..hehe...

As per routine..everything seems normal...slightly buzy in the morning shift..like yesterday it was so so so buzy that i almost felt like my body is giving me up...taking Vital signs have been a double job by using the smart sense thingy...its hard adapting...no more clinical charts..after taking their Vital Signs on a piece of paper..(or even tissue paper..heh) we have to key in into the computer..worst..we need a password to access to the computer...and we dont have to take their temperature coz they have a termo chip attach to their groin area..Technology is eating the nurses up...and heard from the staff that they are planning to do the same thing for their BP in future..

Yesterday was so tired that i fall asleep soon after i reach home..and i got a wonderful dream which ends as a nitemare..gosh...i dream of getting to noe this person better..we were so close...and i even went to her house...and at the end of the dream....it turn to something upexplainable which only my mind can be explain..stupid Freddy for invading and killing my dream...

Okey i'l update soon...maybe by the end of next week..if the events are exciting to update..

it was meant to be at.... [10:52 AM]

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Good luck to me

Helloo People....still counting MINUTES AND HOURS to coming back to CP...and definately this time round am not fully prepared yet(since when)...still afraid i crumble with anxiety....Will somebody stop the time...

Anyway am having trouble with my freaking body clock..still praying that i can fall asleep ready and fresh for CP...Dont want things to repeat itself..and get a earful scolding like what Ms Emily did to me in 2.1...

TO ALL MY FELLOW NURSES..GOOD LUCK FOR CP TOMORROW
MAY WE ALL GRADUATE WITH FLYING COLOURS...

AND...

MOM..i hope you will be praying for me......and im still waiting for me xmas present..hope to see you soon..

it was meant to be at.... [1:43 PM]

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HELLO 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!!!HOPEFULLY YEAR 2009 WILL BE A BETTER ONE FOR YOU AND I..........(SPREAD THE LOVE!!!!).......

Whats my New Year Resolutions????Lets just say i wanna be a confident Missy and had fun during my 2 year stint of N.S....(Okey..i dont really believe in making one..coz to me new year resolutions are just Wishes..)

Well i had fun celebrating this year ushering 2009....Well its way diffrent and was much enjoyable from the previous years..dun get me wrong..coz this year was an unexpected twist of fun...plus its kinda unique in a very way..guess wat????i wasnt even at the orchard or the floting platform..thought i had the ticks....(it was a last minute decision...anyway thanks Nick for the ticks)..We were at Thomson...Prata House..counting down the new year...i was with the Bardotz Society..plus we had our Midnite Walk walking from Thomson,Bishan and then back to AMK...

And our destination...The Usual Hall...playing Mind bottling games which i got the answer...heres what we play..if i can recall..too many games

It was way super Cool..Gonna test out with my friends when i see them...and ya..was plus the reminisense..from primary to secondary....plus relationship...and all the topics under the Sun...Sun????Coz we were there from 1 plus am till the next day 9am....and yup..i just woke up definately...Cool..Love the B.S..lots..

TO Summerize 08 was just and OK year for me...so i hope 09 will start off and keep maintaining with a BANG...

Me..Signing off..

it was meant to be at.... [4:25 PM]

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