Saturday, August 30, 2008
End of IMH posting
Sometimes in this world whatever u do and no matter how hard u tried people will still pick u for all sorts of negative reasons jus to pull u down...life seems unfair at at times but u still have to pull urself together...hmm....I have just ended my 2 weeks of IMH posting @ ward 65 that changed my mindset about the patients..cant imagine life without you love ones by yourside to give u the emotional support that u need..thats what happen to most of them...rejected by their families....even if u tell me, i'll definately say...no matter wat they are still your flesh and blood...My ward has a flu outbreak and we students are co-called ban from a A ward...damn it..i miss my my so and so....no more ball games and all the colouring...as most of my patients are ADL independent...for the B side lots of nursing care which im depriving of...that came to and advantage that i was motivate to do showers and stuff...coz guess who step in????the ONE that strike terror in our hearts..MDM Phyllis Tan....and lucky for me i was doing work..unlike some of my friends who "kena saman"by her for just standing around...and she came a couple of times...n yesterday last day was the best as Wendy and I deciced to accompany SyahidaH Aziz to the A side as she had a flu...so sister told her she does not want the B side to get infected... so the 3 of us was wearing the mask for the entire day..isolation protocol..and there i goes..reunited with my patients from A side......yippy...and to look back i miss my patients and hmm.. maybe i should work there..well only time will tell...I got my results and i definately score an B coz my Lecturer did not telly the whole marks...gosh...there goes my A....never mind i still got my 2.2...Anyway BCLS Is coming soon...hope i score well..okey readers enjoy the weekends coz mine will be a hectic one...
it was meant to be at.... [11:12 AM]
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Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Ndp appreciation
Last saturday was our NDP appreciation tea where i reunite with the be-loved ndp motivators especially my cluster B(above pict)..yeah..though it was raining heavily,we manage toreach there on time...great performance and all..but its a pity coz 3 of my mentors were not there..and the best thing is that we all got to dress up...Right after the show,we went to watch the fireworks..can u imagine 20 odd people made up of the motivators walking all together in abig group..???and anyway watching the fireworks without my 04 Seems meaningless...as Ninie and Jamal join us soon after....anyway i'hv posted a few picts for all to view..and till now im glad im part of NDP 2008
Ninie and me...
The one im closer with..
The 5 stars
"Mummy"Elizabeth,dayah and me
A part of 04...dayah
and the award goes to ME!!!!
it was meant to be at.... [10:13 AM]
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Thursday, August 21, 2008
They not crazy..just a little unwell..(I KNOW)
hhhhhhhaaa.........damn it..my favourite N676 handphone died on me...shitty..my saved msg from lots of people including mummys newyear resolution that i promise to kept are all gone.and...and msges from people whom i look up in life all all GONE!!!!DAMN IT!!!!The week i spent at IMH really open up my mind whom society describe them as ''crazy''..hmm..mine is a cronic ward so they are so-called permanent resident..they are not at crazy as u expect them to be..sometimes i really wonder why they stayed there in the 1st place..as most of them are being rejected by their families,the ward is their second home..and i simply love interacting with them...make them feel love that they have lost over the years..or decade..thoughts of working there comes to mind but the thing is,i'll will definately lose all my skills...haix im still clueless..Today i got my log book from my cp lecturer Mdm Ang...yes!!!!She really gave me a good comment..so much better then the one given by Mdm Ng..yeah..i did well....looking back i was on the verge of giving up when Mdm Ng was in charge..But still Im thankful for Mdm Ng for believing in me..and today we learn more about Mdm Ang today...anyway tomorrow is Sim training that i dread the most gonna hit the books later on...Cant Wait for this Saturday..NDP Appreciation Nite...I'll reunite with my motivators...YESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!hopefully theres a dance floor for us to battle...Watch Out Janice and gang,we sure to beat u again..hahaha...anyway u guys rocks!!!Anyway i'll update again...once again enjoy reading people!!!Peace Out
it was meant to be at.... [5:20 PM]
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Monday, August 18, 2008
WTF
I just got back from work and im all so worn out to the max..its the last lap of attachment..3 weeks to go and what the hell..im so tired and defeated most of the time..well sad to say that IMH was surprisingly................BORING..BORING TO THE MAX
Well..thats to the chicken pox outbreak the ward im supposed to be attached that we were give a new ward..a chronic psychoG ward...had i had enough of amk already..and the ward stinks like hell and we were so lost not knowing what to do expect for the Bingo game we had...the one funny thing is that one Apek wes like tell me abt the sexual exprience..and and the 69 position he had..so i kinda of dont want to get him arouse for no reason....And the food was nice but super x...and we ate in groups when we suppose to ate with the group with Mdm Ang..Poor her..always eating wholemeal bread...haix..but she kinda boring to a certain extend..haha..and most of us started to appreciate Mdm Ng coz of the rapport she made with us..maybe i guess Mdm Ang should reach more to us...but still im okey with her as my CP lecturer..okey il update more..see u soon..readers
it was meant to be at.... [5:27 PM]
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Saturday, August 16, 2008
ROTTING
I'm rotting to death now..its Saturday now in which i usually am geared up to mit my friends for the NDP shows and its seem that im back to square 1 =(...Anyway im supposed to mit Nad and Sya later @ 1pm @ simei and i have not even prepared yet..what the hell...!!!having the emo kinda of thing since yesterday and i dont really know why???wanna go shopping for next saturday event but im clueless of what to wear???any idea people...???hmmm....okey i guess this short entry fills the loneliness which is beyond recognition...cant think of anything to write..il update soon on the IMH posting...Ps:i dont know if its a prank or what...but whatever it is if u really exists,just come forward and tell yourself who u are..i dont mind getting to know u too...(im refering to the one in my tagboard)Friends are part of our life journey.......
it was meant to be at.... [11:35 AM]
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Friday, August 15, 2008
LIFE OF UPS AND DOWN
Haha...things have been way to rough to handle at times plus the workload have been inconsistance at times especially today...gosh..hmm i was left to sponge 3 patient and bring a patient to the toilet..thats why i hate to work with THAT AN...always M.I.A....and the pakcik pull out the cannula leaving me to clean and change his baju and bed sheet...BUT hei thanks to my incredible good friend Izfa for helping me..u have been a good help and a good listening..(relex pal..we on the same boat)
Like i wonder why people gossip most of the time and hate other people before they judge themself and wonder if actually people like them...look!!!i dont care if u people hate me or despise me for whatever reasons..just dont judge me if u dont know the real me or hear stuff from other people that is way untrue...and i hate pretenders...(point 3rd middle finger)Im glad i have finish 75% of my skills within this 3weeks...i dont have to run around looking for skills to assess by Mdm Ang..after all i suffer under the hands of Mdm Ng when she's around...and hopefully i score for this posting as well...About my cP lecturer Mdm Ang:Easy to get signatureNext Week is the week that i'hv been waiting for..IMH...YES!!!!!im gonna see AMS patients as well as dance to their music if its permits....haa..and im glad im on the same shif as my "Big bro"Syahidah Aziz..together with "Lil sister"Ramlan,we gonna rock the ward and dream big yet again just like "I am legend"..okey im still thinking about tomorrow on how to spend my boring weekends again coz im having post NDP syndrom..and i got nothing to look forward to Saturday anymore....and i definately miss my cluster,new found friends and and and my Michelle Chong.....hehehe
it was meant to be at.... [5:21 PM]
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
NDP 08 ROX
My Saturdays spent with the awsome people as the Ndp motivator 08 have just ended..its a sweet memories that i had which is beyond explanation...i cant believe that we started training since mid feb and time really flies and the next thing its over and done with..my Saturdays will not be the same again...hmmm...and i will definately join again next year...and yes i will...so this time il be a senior..hahaha..hmm...i cant wait for the appreciation nite...il reunite with the motivators and hopefully theres a dance floor for us in our so called rematch with the girls from cluster A.hahaha..
Gosh..i fell in love with juggling the moment i started to pick up the skills..its seems difficult but its actually quite easy if u put your heart and soul into it..like Jason Garfield said "its only a ball"..yup i gain a skill from joining the motivator..ang i love my juggling gang..Razman,Farhana,Dayah and Shafiq...
Lastly I LOVE CLUSTER B...U GUYS HAVE MADE MY NDP JOURNEY A WONDERFUL ONE...GOD BLESS U ALL..SEE U GUYS ON THE 23TH....
it was meant to be at.... [4:49 PM]
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Sunday, August 3, 2008
Gay like....../i dreamt of her
Yesterday was the NDP preview and it was definately great coz this time the audience are adults compaired to the normal primary 5 kids during the N.E show...buts theres a twist yesterday when our tops were change to the freaking v neck that were so uncool and most of us complain we look like gays...yukss..i still prefer the old outfit...hope the organizers will change their minds about the outfits...neverless i enjoy yesterday show till my voice is all sore from yesterday shoutings...i just cant wait for next week NDP actual day after months of preparation..im really am proud of being an NDP motivator...
Yesterday lack of sleep due to the lemon tea i drank makes me tired today but the dream that i had stills linger in my mind till now and hope the dream that i had will be in my dreams every night..i cant explain why or how the dream is like but i dream that i was approach by this "mn"and we had behave like lovers...and she declare her love for me...strange but true...if its a sign that im miting someone like her soon..i'll gladly accept it..however the dream hang there when we were about to take the next step...i hope the dream continues tonight....
it was meant to be at.... [3:34 PM]
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Saturday, August 2, 2008
Happy nurses day..with love
Yesterday was a special day for us nurses cos its Nurses Day...its kinda cool coz being the april intake we got to experience nurses day being celebrated in the hospital itself rather then in the school..hei but yesterday was a fun one coz the 14 of us were on morning shif.yes!!!cant wait to get out of the ward...really i dont enjoy that posting..but neverless i love my patients plus its nearer to my home..home-sweet -home AMK...Yesterday was the last day of our C.P lecturer Mdm Emily Ng to some of us coz the some of us are having our sim training this monday..as it was nurses day and to thank our C.P lecturer we gave her a bag,a cake and our self -written note...its a bit sad to see her go...when come to think of it,i was glad that she was our CP lecturer...she is kinda nice in that sense though the nerves kills me at times in front of her...well she is fair to have graded us with good grades though i was expecting a just pass grade...i hope to do well for next week surgical posting under the guidence of my new c.p lecturer..im aim to do even better then my medical posting...After my shift yesterday,i meet up with my old pals whom i miss dearly...we really had a lot to catch up and we were like talking everything under the sun..we then chill @ the esplanade before we headed back home..like i said to u guys before..i never trade anyone for u guys...
it was meant to be at.... [10:33 AM]
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Ninie and me...
"Mummy"Elizabeth,dayah and me
A part of 04...dayah
My Saturdays spent with the awsome people as the Ndp motivator 08 have just ended..its a sweet memories that i had which is beyond explanation...i cant believe that we started training since mid feb and time really flies and the next thing its over and done with..my Saturdays will not be the same again...hmmm...and i will definately join again next year...and yes i will...so this time il be a senior..hahaha..hmm...i cant wait for the appreciation nite...il reunite with the motivators and hopefully theres a dance floor for us in our so called rematch with the girls from cluster A.hahaha..
Gosh..i fell in love with juggling the moment i started to pick up the skills..its seems difficult but its actually quite easy if u put your heart and soul into it..like Jason Garfield said "its only a ball"..yup i gain a skill from joining the motivator..ang i love my juggling gang..Razman,Farhana,Dayah and Shafiq...
