Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Pain PLEASE GO AWAY

School have just started and i seriously hate school..lesons have been such a bore and the only lesson im able to asorbed is Mrs Tang lessons...and Psychiatric is driving me nuts considering Mdm Mages is the Lecturer...gosh..and i hate the fact that she cant even pronounce my name correctly..

My immune systems is low and i tend to get sick easily...and its been a week since this mysterious illness have been bugging me..i get chest pain easily...and its the pain of anxiety or what malay says "sebak dada"..."YA ALLAH TERANGLAH DADA KU YA ALLAH"...And its been hindering my sleep and im having insomia draging myself of bed every morning and having to on the bus on the hour journey to school...Thoughts been through my mind..."Panjangkanlah umurku YA ALLAH"....I HAVE BEEN THINKING TOO MUCH ABOUT LIFE AND AFTER LIFE...mom says i'hv been thinking too much...which i think i have.....to those reading this do pray for me...

And yup..i am always thinking of U..

it was meant to be at.... [8:06 PM]

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