Sunday, October 5, 2008
wHAT IF....??
My fellows BardotZ society..Me,Ham,Sya,Rip
Haha...my blog begining to rot..hahaha..its just that my life have been quite a dull and nothing to be excited about...except for the mess im creating..and i done want to bored u with my adi-adi-ya..stupid story on where i go or what i bought..........
The Holy Month of Ramadan have just ended..and im sure its been a good month for us muslims right??so its the month of Shawal....yess..but i kind of like not looking foward like what i did in my previous years coz im 20 this year and getting "collection"is a past now and its up to families to give me...haix...and the worse thing is that my aunt said which department i was working in...???i was like..huh???im still a student nurse...what the hell..and and what car i am driving..im like for goodness sake..OMG..
Anyway my same old insomia came again and its so frustrating...and my anxiety level is so high now..and i kept having nightmares which seems to become a norm now...i just pray to god that none of my nightmares will all come true...maybe i reflect too much..about who i am????what the future holds for me in years to come..or if theres really the right one is out there...or am i destined to be enjoy love from afar and yet envy the love of others..if only....
IF I ever told u,would our friendship comes to an end
would u be EVEN classified as my FRIEND
Shuld i tell u???
or face the WORSE CONSEQUENCES
If only you'd look through my smile
And saw that my love for you was in deniaL
Some knew whats running through my head
But one question, "do you?"
You can make me smile with just one hi
And make me feel sad with that same goodbye
My stomach gets those silly butterflies
When ever i look deep into your eyes
For when we go our separate ways,
These are of course my sadder days,
For not being your friend is the worst thought of all,
It makes my heart just sink and fall
Well that's all that the heart has got to say
But one thing for sure
That you will at least be my friend
Course a friend stays forever
it was meant to be at.... [3:23 PM]
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