Thursday, May 14, 2009

I Hate this part right here....

Im rotting at home every other day...not knowing what i should actually do?..im fact the more i stayed at home,im feel so worthless...

And something is bothering me since last week..and i dont dare to say im to my parents,coz i dont really want them to worry much since there's a lot of things happening recently to the family...and its still haunting me sometimes....i just prayed and hopefully everything gonna be alright..

i just hope i can like divert my attention to something else especially when im starting work this Monday...im going to get all my inner strength physically and mentally....and hopefully getting used to the real working life without the holding hands of lecturers....i really have to gallop to get to the water...I hope this will go my way though i know there will be hicups along the way..

Well im really having a Mix Feeling about starting work but i finally will be earning some serious cash..my aim is to save my pay$$$$ before im off to NS in a few months time..

Ok..im kinda really lost of words as what to blog..but hopefully i end my holidays with a bang!!goin for I/C camp tomorrow....Fun is all im looking for...

I got to go..pray hard for me people....especially my health!!!Cant afford to fall sick..

it was meant to be at.... [3:52 PM]

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